god bless my classmates.
god bless the sailors.
god bless all my friends.
god bless me.


the dreadful day is tomorrow.
everybody pray hard tonight.
i know i will be.

all i ask is for you to be free on wednesday.
please.....


stop taking him away you darn bloody army.


i'm a sad girl now. thanks army.

i refuse to give in to my body and sleep...
sleeping always makes time past faster...
and that would mean wednesday would arrive sooner...

oh boy oh boy...
i refuse to go to bed.



i wouldnt mind giving up everything just to see you smile.
i would give up anything just for you to be happy.

it's OFFICIAL....... bless me...

http://www.moe.gov.sg/press/2006/pr20060224.htm

i feel so helpless seeing you in this state and there's nothing much i can do to help.
i wanna take the pain away from you and see you smile again.
pls do? will you?
hurts me to know that you're in misery.


on happier note,
shopping yesterday viv was great.
i bought 2 tanks, 1 pair of shoes...2 lingiere, 1 pair of shorts.
and viv bought a pretty long skirt...
- i cant wear long pretty skirts cause i'm short- darn

anyway....shall ground myself from shopping for at least the next 2 weeks.
i have bigger plans...

Mr Peh passed a message to leon and it was further pass to jiefang and tracy...
and on and on it goes around A51...
and so at 2.15pm today.... an sms from fang.....

"Wednesday. 1st March. 2pm. Go back to school collect results. Try to go earlier."

Ahhh....at first we tot leon was playing a prank on us.
--yes...that's how much we trust leon. Ha...--
so fang msged Mr Peh to confirm.

And he says..."yes its true!!!!"

AHhHhHHHHHhhhhhhhhhh.....

i thought it was friday??!!??

someone quick get me a ticket to fly OUT of SINGAPORE~!!!!
-panic-



sleepless nights are soon to begin.

army boots + army tee + army shorts =????

all i could think of was kinky when he told me this was wad he had to wear this morning.
haha....
chemical defence i see.....

did i add that his section mates were doing striptease in that outfit?
hahaha....
picture that.. a group of guys donned in boots with shorts!!


results should be out next week.
and if all is well...
yours truly should be opting for NIE to be a PE teacher.
results results please be good ok?


lost weight but i feel so darn fat.
i dun like being fair....it just accentuates the chubbi-ness.
i need a tan desperately....
Sentosa pleeeeeeeeease!


i miss the sailing days...
where i was overly tanned - which i dun mind-
at least i look fitter...
miss my flat flat tummy....
oh darn...i miss hiking out!!

miss having to put dat darn mast into that hole....
which i learnt only cause my buddy graduated....
and since i was forced to do it myself as edgar refused to help me...
remember how the guys only had to use their hands to lift it and i had to use like my legs too...
loser me.

miss having to climb up to that freaking daggerboard after i capsized...
and the big purple bruises i got on my arm. -EWWW-
miss having to pull those horrible punctured trolleys with my boat on it.
heh.... once again...i only started pulling the FULL distance from the lockers to the sea and launch when my buddy graduated.
i usually pull it to the gate and he would help with dragging it across the sand -GRINZ-

i miss launching. i miss recovering.
i miss the sun. i miss my fit body.
i miss the scent of the salty air.

every bit and pieces of sailing i miss.

had a wonderfully packed day..
i have a great sense of achievement now. ah ha....

went to church before heading down to town to get my pretty mango top.
i'm so gonna buy everything from this season's of mango...
everything look so pretty.
rushed down to boon lay to pick baby up before heading down to play a good game of badminton.
after that was mahjong time at les's place followed by a yummy dinner.

ha..... i was really doing stuffs every min.
i like days like these..
it just seemed so much more fruitful.


hope to go shopping tmr...hahaha...HOPE.
NTU talk...here i come.

when hurts been inflicted
you cant take it away with words

all i wanted was you to be happy.
to do my best and make it well for you.
but since you had to put me down...

there's nothing else for me to say.

i'm sorry i tried.

now i dun wanna smile anymore.

it's friday~!!
i cant be anything more than happy....

met sera lijie and viv darlings yesterday....
and....
we ended doing girly shopping....
and it was real fun.
laughing when we walked into the males section....cracking the lamest jokes...
and staring at each other's clothes as we tried them them on.

once again....i miss them.
thanks for the night...it was great.

the HR of the office has changed the sitting location of me and sam..
so now we are bounded in this small lil meeting room cum library.
great!
no more open concept...and that means i could slack all i want and play all the online games that i want without someone having to walk pass my screen every min.
oh yeah...now working time will pass a whole lot faster!!


anyway,
i'm gonna end up spending my entire paycheck soon
someone gotta stop me. please.
darn.

my boss was being very concerned when he found out i wasnt going to take the afternoon off.
started questioning on why i din have plans and all... giving me that "its v-day" face.....
so i ended having to explain that andy's in camp...and that he cant come out?
duhz....
and i was bombarded with more why why why?

haiyo.


happy valentines day to all my darlings...

viv.lijie and sera: miss you guys so much.... thanks for always there for me..wad more can i say.... love ya loads....
wei.prisc and wen: miss you guys loads too.....we gotta meet up more often ok? hate the fact that we are drifting away....all busy with our own lives
yeanling. jiefang. wanting. the whole of 04A51
grace. cheryl. charlene. chong. jp. ben.
ven. edgar. grace. mich. samuel.
leslie. jess. xf.
daniel. aly.

love ya all....


its sad to know that when you're out of sec and jc...
v-day never seemed the same again.
remember those day where we would go to school on v-day with boxes of chocolates and tons of flowers....
happily giving our frens the chocs and flowers.
a simple gesture that just makes v-day the most interesting day in the school calender.
it doesnt matter if you were my fren's fren..... whoever we see we would just pass the goodies around.
v-day should always be like that.




thanks for the beautiful flowers.
happy valentines day.

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY to one and all....

due to the someone robbing me off my sleep this morning...
i'm feeling a tad teeny weeny high...
so i dun feel like sleeping yet...
so i'll be high for a while....

and tmr...i'll suffer the repercussions of nodding off at work.
but who cares...
when i see the 18 files i have to clear in front of me... and the tens of files that forms a great wall around my desk....
it acts as my lullaby.

lost eastern bird

its been a good weekend once again.
sigh...and its over.

spent the weekend chilling out...watching movies...
swimming and having prata with great company.
next weekend hurry come please!


and so i ended up at JP as darling yeanling always say.
and yesh...JP is an alien place to me.
i was literally walking in circles around the train station so as to find THE bus stop he was asking me to meet him at.

according to instructions given....i'm supposed to find the bus stop where most people are heading to?
but wad???? people are heading in ALL directions...
and so i spent 20 mins walking around JP looking like a lost lost eastern bird.



Valentines' day's tmr!!!
-big deal-
sucks when he's in camp.
worst.......
outfield.

it aint a good end to the week since...

1) my bro got back his O's results....and it really aint good.
i'm just praying hard he could still make it to poly.

and now i'm really scared for mine too. sigh.

2) baby's really sad cause he cant go to OCS because of some bloody f*****
- apologies for the language.... but trust me...this particular guy deserves it! ARGH!! stupid POS-
darn..... i'm gonna curse him....

so tmr....i'm gonna be a good good girl and go to novena and pray for everybody...
and of course myself!

and so after being lost in my own world for a long long while....
i'm back.
the weeks been pretty great.
and it's sat tmr.....
guess wad that means???


celebrated daddy's birthday yesterday. and he's 50. oh man....sounds old.
and that also means my coming birthday...i'm 20. darn.

ntu's admission talk is on 19Feb. gotta make a mental note.
i just kept thinking it is in March.
if i din remember wrongly, the OPEN HOUSE is in march.... and probably after the results...
which i think is the one i should go for.

doubt the admission talks would actually make me more certain of wad i wanna take.
at the end of the day...it would really depend on my grades rite?
i'm not the kind who is confident of getting straight A's....thus i cant for sure say that "Ok...i wanna do this and that..."

not like the school would want me.


and since my stupid grades are probably on their way back to singapore.....
i can only cross my finger hard that i would get no lower than BBB.....i would be one happy girl then.

a phone call woke me early this morning....at about 5 plus....
sounding all excited and upbeat.

"hey dear, i striked 4D!!"

me sounding really sleepy.. " huh..really...cool....." and den i sounded more awake...
strike 4D wad.

"you know the number i bought yesterday? yeah..it came out"

"yeah...congrats...so how much did you win?"

"THREE dollars !!!!!"



wth................



you're just so adorable at times

it dawned on me the other day that i'm a very lousy friend-keeper.
seriously. period.

i miss my friends.....but it just aint me to take the first move to give them a call or drop them a message.
i'm just too lazy..... and at times....too forgetful.
i love my frens.
i love hanging out with them.
but i sometimes just cant set my priorities right.

i lost my good fren back in p5..... after she left for NZ.
and now i feel that i'm drifting away from my close frens.

guess i gotta start taking the extra effort in keeping my great and wonderful frens.
cause i seriously miss them loads.
my girls.... 04A51....


to all my frens:
know that i love you and miss you...
and that i never mean to not wanna spent time with you.




had a great weekend....
with the gang at les's place.
mahjong.....eating....and more mahjong....
i love weekends like that because it just helps make the whole week more bearable.

so i had a company post cny lunch at fullerton.
and that was the only good thing out of it.
din think food was fantastic...
and having to seat at the table with the partners and lawyers.... wasnt really the best company to be with.
lawyer talk i would say.

p.s they have pretty nice toilets. duhz....FULLERTON.


and so again....i found out how small the world is...
the big big boss of the company...turns out to be Mr Leonard Ong's elder brother....
hehe.....they honestly dun look the same.....
guess who's better looking?

i promised to be strong...
and hence i would.
i just hope that everything would turn out fine.


dun leave me.

so cny is finally kind of over...
wasnt the best new year....but wasnt the worst either.

sucky cause i'm now almost 20....and it's supposedly more right for me to join the adults table...
which is just filled with talks...and talks...and more talks...
doesnt' help that i dun really have cousins of my age?
sigh...

better part was.... of course...the usual gambling games...
and i had 2 families to spent my cny with....
my own already huge family..and baby's even larger family...
big grin to lots and lots of ang pows....ha


so this year din really start off as well as i wanted it to be...
just wished it could have been a better.....
dog year is not good for tigers..... i agree.

anyway...friday wasnt good cause it was meant to be a good day spent with him...
but was totally taken away by the army...again.
i was pissed...but at the same time.... i feel sorry for that guy.

sat was spent cleaning up...
which resulted with me having a dust allergy reaction.
on CNY's eve? gosh.

sun and mon was spent eating gambling and sleeping.
barely ate this year....
i hate steamboats....i suddenly grew to hate the sickening smell of seafood.
so i only chomped on nice cookies.... not a fan of pinapple tarts though.

tues was spent house visiting with baby's family...
it was nice.....but i just wished it wasnt so rushing.

so yesterday...skipped work... and spent the day with him.
i like.