today marks the death of my ezlink card.
it had served its purpose well for the last 13 months.
bringing me around the island.
my poor card.
it's only 13 months old.

studied with lijie and sera today.
i'm successfully moving up the log curve.
zzzzzzz.

thanks sera dear
for helping me better understand what's in my heart.
been quite unsure and confused lately.
thanks for making things seem clearer to me.

5 more days.
to get all C grade.
AHhhhhh....
i need another week.
i do i do~!!
no..
i need a miracle.

cupid has shot his arrow at the wrong time.
at the wrong person.
he has made a mistake.
love makes the world so complicated.
or does cupid not know what he is doing.
take a break cupid.
let love search its way.

there are so many things dat just doesnt seem explainable.
to diz particular girl who's seriously just mad, insane and unreasonable.
really wish i could give her a piece of my mind.
stop making my darling cry would u?
you're such a nuthead.. dat seriously...
we all hate you.

studied with sera and yewteng today.
i tried to pick up econs and start on it
but i just couldnt.
ended up doing maths again.
maths maths maths.
gotta do really well for maths.
or else all e efforts will just go to waste...read..
the drain.
and dat's gonna be so depressing.

judgement day is approaching.
my days are numbered.
carpe diem.
like today.

168 hours
*smiles*

still running on the track.
the marathon of studying.
the finishing line is still quite a distant away.
i wanna finish first.
finish this race with e best result i can ever have.
i need to
i'll just keep running.
its still a long race to go.
losing the stamina.
losing the faith.
losing the confidence
losing the strength to carry on.
i've to keep on running.
running.

i dun understand u and You.
i just dun.
guys.

"What I Like About You"

Hey..uh uh huh
Hey..uh uh huh
Hey..uh uh huh

What I like about you
Is that you hold me tight
Tell me I'm the only one wanna come over tonight
Keep on whispering in my ear tell me all the things that I wanna hear
'Cause its true that's what I like about you

What I like about you
You really know how to dance
When you go
Up
Down jump around
Talk about true romance
Keep on whispering in my ear tell me the things I wanna hear
'Cause its true that's what I like about you
That's what I like about you
That's what I like about you

Uh uh huh

What I like about you
You keep me warm at night
Never wanna let you go
You know you make me feel alright
Keep on whispering in my ear tell me the things I wanna hear
'Cause its true that's what I like about you
That's what I like about you
That's what I like about you you you
That's what I like about you

back to school

start of term 4
2 more weeks to promos.
1st day of school.
sucks.

*wheeeeeeee*

i love saturdays.
for now.
*grinz*

i passed my basic theory.
yeah~!

time is tickling..
2 more weeks to promos.
been studying quite abit
felt dat its enough.
but at the same time....it still doesnt seem enough.
is it?
study study....
mug mug...
mugger toad in action.
yawnz

1 month.
31 days.
744 hours.
love u.

kinda like diz pix. nice 

been studying quite alot lately.
drained.
just forcing myself to make sure i can do well
beginning to doubt myself.
doubt if i can make it diz time round.

ha...this song's been in my mind for e whole day.
thanks to mini grace and her wonderful singing thruout our study session.

"Penny & Me"
Cigars in the summertime under the sky by the light
I can feel you read my mind
I can see it in your eyes under the moon as it plays like music every line
There's a rug with bleeding dye under the fan in the room
Where the passions burning high by the chair with the leopard skin under the light
It's always Penny and me tonight

On the plane step up with both my feet
Riding in seat number 3 on a flight to NYC
Got my bean in a coffee cup next to my seat
Catch the view and another good book to read
Sending me home on the friendly skies Missing her eyes I
t's always Penny and me tonight

Cause Penny and me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up, push the pedal to the ground
And Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes, pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight

Staring at a million city lights
But it's still Penny and I all alone beneath the sky
Feel the wind brushing slowly by If I could soar I'd try to take these wings and fly
Away to where the leaves turn red
But no matter where I am instead
Singing along to feeling alright
We'll make it by in the pink moonlight
It's always Penny and me tonight

Cause Penny and me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up, push the pedal to the ground
And Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes, pretend to fly close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight

Penny likes to get away and drown her pain in lemonade
Penny dreams of rainy days and nights up late by the fireplace
And aimless conversations about the better days
Singing along to feeling alright, yeah
We'll make it by in the pink moonlight
It's always Penny and me tonight

Cause Penny and me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up, push the pedal to the ground
And Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight

Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight

i've got a headache.
a really bad headache.
and it sucks.

tmr will be a good day.
i know it will

went out with sera lijie and vivi.
watched bourne supremacy.
wasnt too bad a show.

was supposed to head back to st nicks.
but nope. vivi was kinda late..
so we decided not to go back.
Miss the school
Miss the life
the comfort of entering those doors in the morning.
the ease of walking along the corridors.
the joy of catching up with your classmates. your friends.
the breathtaking view from the spectators stand.
even during the exams..u never really feel the pressure..
of doing well. of not doing well.
laughter fills the air..constantly.
from the little giggles of the primary kids
to the conversations of the secondary school girls.
life has never felt better.
the innocence of adolescence.
a place that never really felt like a school.
it felt more like a home.
somewhere like heaven.
sweet and unforgettable.
Miss the teachers.
no screwed up teachers or principal.
no male species.
just kinda leading the carefree life in some sense.
never really having to worry about living up to the expectations
the high expectations pple set for u.
teachers understand dat...sometimes...
u just might fall...
and they are always there to pick u up
to support u thruout.
they understood dat u've done ur best
and that u just havent release ur full potential.
they would always be there to guide u
to offer a helping hand.
results is important. but dat wasnt all that matters
unlike now.
i miss st nicks.
gotta go back someday.
soon.

taking my basic theory later..
hope i can pass.
ha...otherwise...

"Love Is Only A Feeling"

The first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met
And I knew that to you and into your life I had to get
I felt light-headed at the touch of this stranger's hand
An assault my defences systematically failed to withstand
'Cos you came at a time
When the pursuit of one true love in which to fall
Was the be all and end all

Love is only a feeling (Drifting away)
When I'm in your arms I start believing( It's here to stay)
But love is only a feeling
Anyway

The state of elation that this unison of hearts achieved
I had seen, I had touched, I had tasted and I truly believed
That the light of my life
Would tear a hole right through each cloud that scudded by
Just to beam on you and I

Love is only a feeling (Drifting away)
When I'm in your arms I start believing (It's here to stay)
But love is only a feeling
Anyway, anyway

Love is only a feeling (Drifting away)
And we've got to stop ourselves believing(It's here to stay)
'Cos love is only a feeling
Anyway.

it feels good to have someone to drive u around
really good.
u feel so pampered.
*grinz*
thanks for the ride.

anyway....had a great time at the airport yesterday..
meeting my whole clique again was great.
the joy of enjoying each other's company
the joy of catching up on each other's life.
i had fun.
lotsa fun.
just taking pictures like crazy.
doing silly poses and silly stuffs
things u shouldnt be doing when u're eighteen
we were acting like little kids.
but who cares....
itz not everyday u get to be childish

miss tan left for new york.
to study some international education or something along dat line.
she would then work to improve e educational systems and policies.
that's really cool.
cause the present one sucks.
at least wad happened to the bball team did.
and not like school is perfect now.
changing the policies...
interesting.

miss justina tan.
the most bimbotic teacher i've known.
but she's cool.
really nice and funky.
a wonderful teacher.
one who get to really know her students
understand them and guide them.
she's great
and hot. HA
study hard..
we'll work hard together
thanks for the advice.
thanks for understanding.
see ya in may.

i still hate school

itz been pretty quiet around the table lately.
the crazy laughters
the outrageous conversations.
the chilling out.
the mugging together.
the table is so silent now.
miss u guys.
the team. my team
will this kind of scene be back again?
i find it hard so.
the new team isn't dat bad though.
but its a brand new team.
a whole new different breed in some sense.
i've gotta adapt again.
slowly.

met the b**** two days ago.
i'm sorry but she really is one.
she seriously proved my point about hating school.
hey b****. have anyone told u..
u really suck.
seriously...u're one of the worst person i've ever met.
u never really spared a thought for others.
u never tried understanding your students
results.
is dat all dat really matters.
wad u said really hurt dat day.
were u waiting for me to rebuke?
were u waiting for me to give an answer?
sorry to disappointing u
but i find it really pointless to answer ur accusations.
ur piercing words.
the kind of words dat a student least wanna hear.
ur sarcasm backfired.
it made me detest u even more.
i dunno how u got to where u are today.
u're not playing ur role as a motivator.
education was never supposed to be the way you potray it.
but wadeva it is...
i regretted choosing diz school
and being under you.
wish i could just stayed in st nicks.
the school i felt home at.
the school u claimed taught me to be quiet.
so i supposed the school u're in is the best.
let me tell u... u're not wad make diz school fun and nice.
its the students.
-once a saint always a saint-

i still dun like school.
in fact more and more.
albeit the nice stuffs like frens dat comes with it.
school really aint dat great.
studying isnt dat bad.
it's just e school.
bad points surpasses good points by alot.
i detest my school.
or maybe its just e system...
the way this school's system works is just really wrong.
i cant understand the teachers..the system
just as much as they dun understand me.

burnt

ooo...today's sun was blasting. hot~!
din sail much.
but coaching wasnt dat bad.
flushed and tired.
the sun was a killer.
but sailing rox.
love it.

to all my pals mugging hard.
all e best with ya prelims.
dun so stress so ok?
study hard
*smiles*

hoo hah?!

met yewsong today.
and things were great.
it was nice talking to u again.
it was nice hanging out with u again.
u have this thing for making me feel really.....small...
like a little girl..
the little sister u always treat me as.
"hoo hah"
dat's really funny.
cant believe u guys do dat.
thanks for spending ur precious time with me.
hope to see u soon.

damn

my ct sms me during dinner.
meet the principal thingy.
man.
it totally ruined dinner for me.
25 aug.
my death sentence.
i can just picture myself in the room.
looking at the bitch.
hearing her throwing wadeva shit she wants to say.
be like renfred.
u're not studying.
u sure u studied hard enough.
argh.
wadeva.
dun like pple judging me when they dunno me.
wonder wad comments my tutors gave me.
i wonder..
i hate school.
literally. school.

thanks for today dear.
glad to see u.
prob not gonna meet u anytime soon.
study hard.
stop procrastinating ok.
gonna miss u....
loads.

*smilez* i really enjoy spending time with the both of u.
my buddy and my dear...
wheeee......
thanks~!