You know life is getting sad when its almost 2am
and i'm still sitting here at my desk typing my academic discourse skill reader response.

i love my roomie.
we share almost similar taste in food.
she bought campbell chunky back to hall
just when i was thinking about it just now.
yum.
it is actually such a happy sight that our food rack is all packed.

heh...we'll grow fat. i just know it.

went jogging again just now.
the other we went jogging round the loop round the hall 8-15.
today we conquered the NIE round.
maybe we shall try the Campus round next time.

that's a big ass round.
i'll probably be NOT able to walk the next day.
and lazy me...
i'll probably run halfway and grab a shuttle bus back for the next half.


this is not a good way to go.
i have an 830 class tmr.
and 6 hours sleep is so NOT enough for me.

on a brighter note.
beach tmr with my boy
ooooo...... sentosa.. =)

Just three simple words.

I.

Love.

You........

Happy 2 years darling.

quite like my desktop at this moment.
the cute little icons.
and my organiser at the corner that show my to-do-list
WIDGETS..!!! haha i feel so organised.
let me self-delude for awhile.

WaTCH OUT!!

had my FIRST driving lesson yesterday.

ooo.. it wasnt as bad as i expected it to be.
stalled ONCE.
at THIS particular traffic light slightly before Millenia Institute.
its always there that i have problems with moving off from stop.
haha...give me some chance ok?
i was panicking¬!!!
super duper kan chiong.
hahah....

i think i did my turns pretty well.
haha....tend to be a little violent though.
i think its the daytona i play.
it's the only time i actually drive a car wad.
hahah...

ha. realized i have the tendency to speed up too.
NEED FOR SPEED
jialat.
dangerous driver here ok?
haha OH YA.
and i have the tendency to hold the steering wheel with one hand too!!
i know where that bad habit came from.
ahha.....

heh...baby baby....lemme drive your car PLease........ *smuacks*


went for supper with my roomie, ben mich and baby.
banana honey prata.
yum yum.
came back to hall straight after and slept.
felt darn piggie. oh well. =)

suffering from major cramps now.
which is so preventing me from doing work.
eeee AGRH¬!

PicTures from Justin's 21st

The Usual Gang i supposed.




















Haha... Poor Justin was really trying
super duper hard to blow them out.
I swear.
It wasnt easy.
No more Fish and Co birthdays.
Thankfully he's only 21 with TWO big and ONE small candle.
imagine 29.....
















Oh yesh...we love you Jus....but you din have to do this.
*haha smuacks*




















Phang was ALL decked in proper and nice attire ok?
with a nice bag too.
We were all so stunned to see him.
TILL we saw the sandals.
Spoiler!!
















Phang, The B-day Boy with his present, Nd and Les.
Its a gorgeous watch ok.

And the BIG PROCRATINATOR SPEAKS

After 2 and half years since i took my basic theory
after 2 years since i took my final theory.

I'M FINALLY GONNA START ON MY PRACTICAL.

damn it man.
sometimes i really am a huge procrastinator.
so clever and wonderful rite?

2 years eh.
i think i'm the pro.


heh... dun scold me ok?
love you.

i woke up this morning feeling all awful.
yes...i AM still pretty much upset.

spend 2 hours + travelling to school by bus.
enjoyed it.
even though i was dozing in and out of sleep most of the time.

i've a great sense of guilt in me now.
dun ask why.
i dun even noe why i'm even blaming myself.

week 2 of sem 2.
things seem to be going quite ok.
keeping up with my work.
esp for maths. which is wonderful!!

just went to do the laundry.
sneaked in when a girl opened the door earlier on.
but i'm currently locked out.
cause there's something wrong with my key.
and i'm classified as a 'INVALID USER' according to the scanner.

so yesh.
my roomie and my clothes are probably spinned dry.
but i cant go collect them.
=(

gonna go out for lunch.
i'm starving.

it sucks to know that things are more or less planned.
and you're all ready to get a ticket
only to know that someone changed her mind and words.
AGAIN.

i hate it when she does that.
i just feel like i've been cheated all my life.

right now.
i'm just feeling freaking awful.
as though i'm to be blame for everything.

dun cancel the trip please.
just go ahead with it.
i will feel better.

i hope.

seriously.
i'm sorry i'm giving a really black and bad face now.
my mood is terrible.
but just let me be.

i wanna throw it all out.
but it seems that no one truly understands.

MORNING everyone.

i miss my daddy mommy sista and brother.
although the 2 latter is more to pissing me off then wad.
i still miss them.

to think i've only been in hall for 2 nights.
jialat.

it's super tiring to wake up every morning at 8 larz.
830 lessons are terrible.
sometimes i was thinking.
maybe it doesnt really make a huge diff if i wake up at 6 and head to school from home.
sigh.

maths ar maths.
seriously out to kill me.

just realized i have to keep my GPA at above 3.7
by the end of Year 2.
so that in YEar 3 and 4.
i can get like 5000 a year.
i dunno how i'm gonna survive without that about 400 a month.
hall expenses. bills.
1000 now is a luxury man.

i want my 2nd upper.
have to work harder.
yawn....

off to school¬!

my boy

just had a not so nice convo with my boy.
it sucks to quarrel.
but sometimes...
it really feels as though we dun understand each other.
i'm sorry.
i was too harsh i guess.

it was great last nice.
rushed down to his place straight after GESL.
so late. cabbed down and i reached only at 8.10 like that.
and i boarded the cab at 19.55.
So...THERE's WAS 2 bucks surcharge.
i'm so sad.

but everything else made up for it.
a nice hot piping noodle with lotsa of yummay egg.
my dear cooks a mean bowl of instant noodles man.
and later fell asleep while he was playing DOTA.

The perfect dose was dear drove me back to hall when i was
EXPECTING to take a bus back already.


you were such a sweet heart. thanks

Had to come all the way home from ulu Hall.
To pick up my new sim card.
cause M1 happily de-activated my old sim card.
couldnt survive without a phone.
a 2 hour journey home i MUST make.
how sad rite.


its been a fun-filled weekend.
Two 21st birthdays.
Lijie and Justin.

Friday was lijie's.
In a room at panpac.
i dun think it went as it was planned.
but fun it was nonetheless.
Taboo was hilarious.
so was dadee and bridge my dear viv and wei.

Justin's was yesterday.
At fish and co.
Hope you like your prezzie dude.

Remind me never to have my bday celebrated at fish and co ok?
i dun think i can ever do the blow a candle while i'm standing up on the chair.


Happy birthday to the 2 of you.
that should be all for the 21 year old jan babies.
Pictures up soon.
When i get it... that is.

hall 3 peeps

small puan. medium mich and fat ben had been wonderful peeps
they helped me move my stuffs over just the other day.

and we were played da-dee.
puan purposedly lost so she could hurry back to hall and study.
these peeps are the most fun.

borrowed dingyi's mahjong the other day
and we mj-ed till late.
wanted to die.
i was tearing the next day.

i still miss home though.

i have a nice roomie.
and a nice hall.
wenjie is so sweet.
she bought me fruits to eat cause i'm sick.
i'll take pictures someday and upload it into my blog.
my lousy fujitsu dun have bluetooth... unlike wenjie's POWER ibook.
*jealous*

i'm so freaking bored now.
was supposed to meet baby dear.
but last min the aRmeee kept him in.
i'm sad.

i'm going thru major pms today.
the weather's not helping.

completed my maths tutorial one already.
how's that?
i'm on my second one which is a little tougher.
i want my second upper honours.
dun stop me.

boy boy. i promise i'll lose my 5kilos. OK?
i TRY

2007 here i come

it's almost a week into the new year.

i have no resolutions.
that's cause i know i'll never stick to them.
maybe i'll stick to one.
lose my flabs.

one is enough for me to stick by.
i'll try ok dear?

so 2006 just came and went.
real fast.
maybe caused it was because i started working.
time flies when you're working.
you're just so caught up in the routine that you dun realize 8 months flew by just like that.
i was at the law firm for 8 months.
it really never felt that long.

den it was the decision of my life.
to sign THE bond with MoE.
there are times when i still regret it.
to teach for 4 years.
i really dunno if i can do it.

i'm in.
no more looking back.

signing this bond really made me grew up.
i feel.
i look at things so differently.
it's the responsibility.
to take things seriously.
to do well.
to think of my future.

one sem have passed in uni.
3 and a half years more to go in NIE.
7 half to completing my bond.
man....



i'll post more on my NY celebration soon.
right now.
i'm mourning over the lost of my hair.
and fretting over the horrible cut i'm sporting now.
help.

met up with wenjie at hall 3 today
to get our keys and do cleaning of our room
i FINALLY have a fren as my roomie.

we were having so much fun cleaning and getting the antenna right for the tv.
oh ya. wenjie broke the antenna though. oops.
reception at NTU sucks.
the only channel that we could receive REALLY clearly was TV3.
channel 5 and 8 had shadows...
it was like watching it in slow mo.

cant wait to decorate my room.
i think i'll finally have a cosy room.
and hall 3.
i'm just really happy.


i hope to lose 5kg asap.
help.
it was my resolution a year ago.
and i still havent.
i'm not gonna let myself down.
argh.

my 20th christmas.

a really wet christmas season this year.
and i love christmas.
how everything would feel so christmassy.
the joy of sharing the love and all.

my christmassy season started about a week ago w
hen i had to do shopping for everyone's pressies
spent alot this year.
it really din matter how much i spent...
it's weird..
but i just wanted everyone to be really happy.
it was all that matters, even if it meant going broke.

so there it was hunting high and low for the presents my loves wants.
from my mommy's 200 bucks pillow to baby's wallet to my little darling niece's minnie mouse vaccum cleaner.
it was shopping and shopping all the way till sat.
spent big bucks.
but i've yet to know the exact amount cause everything was paid for by card.
i'm so dead when the bill arrives.

mommy daddy totally forgot to get me a present.
but surprisingly, i was expecting it.
this christmas has really been a more giving one than receiving....
and it feels good.
weird yet good.
maybe it's cause of the extra cash i got. hence the spending.

oh well. so sat was spend with andy's family.
sentosa cove.
it was a lifestyle i think i'll never get used to.
always felt that it's.... out of my league.
but i love my boy... i'll learn to live it.

christmas eve.... a wet wet christmas eve.
went to my aunt's house for dinner..
played with my little darling.
and she came over to stay.

christmas day was also spent with da little monsta.
running round my house.
pestering me to play with her.
she's a pest. hah...a really adorable and annoying pest.



















it's been a nice year.
results wasnt great but good enough.
did wish it was better.
but i'll just work harder.

going down to school to collect my hall keys tmr.
life been's great.
seems to be going smoothly.
i need to thank You.

rain rain go away.....

wanted to go out with jess dear.
but it just keeps pouring and pouring and pouring
and that just really dampens our mood.

if only singapore was just alittle colder.
then it would have been snow instead.
how nice..


i dun mind a cool weather.
but this rain is just killing.

my boy called and ask if i could meet him tonight.
and bring nice food.

he has been starved for the last 4 days.
poor boy.

cant wait to meet him.
i'll bring yummy yummy food ok?


there are so many things i wanna buy.
but i seem to lack the moolahs...
christmas christmas~!!!

Outward Bound School II

Day 2's night activity was SOLO nightwalk.

it sounded quite harmless..
a walk in the forest at night.
with only the moonlight as your light.
gosh.
ALONE.

i hate things like these.
it's worst when you have to wait for your turn to enter the forest.
the instructors told us to follow the glow-in-the-dark lightsticks.
does it make me less scared?
not really.

so i waited for about 30 mins for my turn.
couldn't find the entrance to the forest.
all the entries point look the same..
i started panicking...

and so i entered..and followed.
it was scary.
walked about 15m.
and i met up with my frens.
bottleneck i supposed.
waiting for part II of the night walk.
was expecting a tunnel walk.

but when it was my turn to be brought to the tunnel??
it was a freaking ring kinda well tunnel.
i seriously started freaking out.

had to climb down a ladder and crawl.
in a pitch dark tunnel.
worst when the instructors told me..
THERE WILL BE DIFFERENT PATHS.
if you choose the right one... you'll exit at somewhere that look like the entrance.
AHHhhh.....so many paths???
help.
but ha.. in the end.. it was only ONE SHORT crawl.
but it was a bad enough scare.

i'm happy i completed it.
but ask me to do it again..
i may not dare.

sorry about the OBS part II

its taking awhile..but i got lazy.

i was a sad girl yesterday
but am a happy girl today.

went out with viv darling yesterday and we checked out forever 21.
i found a top i really liked.
only to find out they din have Small.
to think the stock came in ONLY yesterday morning.
asked the sales girl if they could check with the vivo outlet
and she told me that both stores carry different stocks???
ok so i went home feeling sad.

i went to check the online store!
and they only had Large left.

so this morning...
i woke up feeling really bu kan yuan
so i made my way down to vivo before meeting the girls
i combed the whole store....

and i FOUND IT~!!!!
they had 2 S left.
only 2.... phew...
but instead of just JUST getting my 50 bucks top.
i ended up getting a 60 bucks denim 3 quarts too...
heh...i blew 110 bucks. JUST LIKE THAT.
wun-der-ful....

=)
so it was dinner with the girls w/o wen at swensens.
yummy.
and the catching up... ya-da ya-da ya-da.
wanted to head to minds cafe.
but they had a private event today. OF ALL DAYS.

so we settled for chill out at the nearest uni THERE.
how sad.
love my girls though.
we have all grew up...
views and thinking changed..
i dunno if that is good or bad.
but i still love you all.

Outward Bound School.

my very first OBS.
and probably my one and only one..

hah....too many mozzies and ants for me to take it.
my lastest updated count was 72.
Amazing eh?
i'm SHOCKED.

my left hand had about 20.
and so did my right.
the rest were scattered around my legs
to my ass... and my lower back.

i was wondering how they bit me since i DID wear track pants.
then...
andy told me that they actually are able to penetrate the clothing
AHHHHHHH
din help that my sister's track pants were a little thinner than those thick woolly ones.

so day ONE was the meet at punggol jetty.
the mozzies started attacking me from then on. =(
wenjie and i were in the group which was great.
too bad anna was separated. YUP..there were only 2 groups. of 14 each.
so we had to PADDLE across to UBIN from the JETTY.
gosh. i was expecting a ferry ride larz.
luckily i had breakfast.
so we did managed to survive the paddling then it was settling down FOR AWHILE.
before kayaking to our FIRST campsite.
I HATE KAYAKING.

FIRST CAMPSITE was some old former granite quarry...by the sea.
it was terrible.
had to cook in the dark.
pee in the woods.
take powder baths
and sleep on hard pokey granite rocks.
i wanted to scream...
i could see sengkang from where i was...
HOME~!!!!!!
and so that night was a very hard nite rest on sharp rocks poking my back
with ants and mozzies attacking my FEET and hands.

woke up to a really cold morning on DAY 2
burnt my baobei sailing cap while trying to warm it by the fire. -damn sad can-
it was THE cap that i u-turned during a race to pick it up when the wind blew it off my head.
day 2 was also the sea expedition.
we went along the jelutong swamp
which means we got stuck at mangroves.
meandered along lotsa meanders.
got lost.
and finally exited at the northern part of ubin.
kayaked the entire north and western part of the island back to OBS.
never felt happier to see OBS.
finally got to take a shower and set of trekking to our next campsite.

will continue later....
starting to feel it's a little LOooooooong.....