sailors gathering at grace's place yesterday...and once again....
i was bounded by joy and laughter.
love every sailing gathering we have.
the crazy bunch of people...who never fail to bring that laughter to me.


the rain stopped while i was on my way home.
good to know that it had...
not nice to have the weather dampen the last day of the year...
people ought to be out celebrating it...unlike me.


so in my attempt to spent a happy last day of 2005.
it dint turn out all so well.
went to church followed by long bus rides to boon lay to pick my boy up.
halfway....my phone vibrated... only to found out his godsis passed away.
no longer a happy day. no longer the day i was looking forward to the whole week.


he tried to be strong and kept his promise to shop with me.
the weather din allow that....things that happened din allow that.
so there i was....on my way home alone from clementi....
with the rain adding to my loneliness.

A happy new year to one and all. =)


it had been a pretty eventful year of 365 days since Jan 1st 2005.
in JAN....i had you...and no regrets ever since.
in FEB... my nicest valentine's day
in MARCH...my horrid Block test 1.
in APRIL....baby started the much dreaded "commitment to the nation"
in MAY....my wonderful frens spending my birthday with me.
in JUNE....our regattas where we showed MJ that they have met a strong competitor.
the tough trainings...my beloved team....
in JULY.... we fought hard and came in victorious second...the long awaited silver....i was so proud of my team.
in AUGUST.... i had to prepare for my prelims...and at the same time...deal with my horrid bt 2 results
in SEPTEMBER.....just study study and STUDY.
in OCTOBER...prelims...
in NOVEMBER.... my life in JC came to an end....and it was my dreadful A levels.




to my darlings... lijie, sera, wen, vivi, wei, prisc...i love you girls...and i'm always thankful that i've you guys...for always being there...for always loving me.....

esp to viv...known you for almost a decade....you've always such a great fren...calling me every now and then and entertaining me....to silently being there for me..love you very much.

to lijie and sera..... things have changed a little since you both left sa.... but i still love you guys so much...and miss those chilling out times we used to have often in the past.

to my class of A51.... we have grown so much closer this year....and i'm so very glad that happened.....cause you guys have been wonderful....our nonchalant attitude towards certain teachers...our mugging together... 14 girls and 2 guys.... the cheena pok class...=)

to yeanling and wanting....for being my greatest classmates....yeanling...for always having to bear my nonsense and crazy moods.....to help me collect my work and copy your notes everytime i skip class....for keeping me awake during tutorials....i miss you much....
wanting...for being my pretty and funny babe.....miss you too.

to my sailors of 2005.... edgar and ven for being such great captains....the three of us make a great leadership team. to grace and michele for their funny tactics.... to jiayi and yulin....for bringing us the medals..... to dinghao and samuel....the not so well taken over-ed quarter masters....but still...you guys did a great job.....to edric....for being such an idol with your fan club...and to fidelis...our team's little baby....
thank you girls for bringing such a great ending to [SA]iling.
would never forget the moment we heard we got 2nd.

not forgetting to my baby dearest...
for entering my life.... not just as my buddy...
for being my best soulmate...
for being the person you are.....
love you.

lastly.......to every person who have made an impact in my life this year in a way or another...
i wouldnt mind if you continue to be in 2006.