grace darling popped in front of me today when i was expecting someone else.
just when i thought she was at barcelona..... or was it uk?

oh wadeva...but it was a SURPRISE SURPRISE~!!!!
so glad to have you back....and i'm sorry i din talk much ok?
i'm too stoned and tired to think...

so cheap thrill....but i still love you~!
mahjong soon ok?

it's strange how you wanna know more about each other's lives
but at the same time run out of questions to ask and topics to talk about.

but whatever it is...
i love you girls and thanks for the night.


i'm finally done with stage 2 of the work...
which actualy means....i should be unemployed by now...
but since my boss just brought in more reports to type and file...
i guess i'm still hanging around the 48th floor office.

if all is well.... me will be a happy girl tmr.... cheers

to the boy at jurong island now: happy 14 months.

look at the freaking time...and i'm still at the office *sobz*
this is so saddening... and annoying...
OT comes when your boss starts giving you funny things to do...

i've got a perfectionist boss...who perfects the wrong things...
grrr....he's a nice boss... but when it comes to be organized and being perfect...
oh well...
grr......nvm...at least i'll get to cab home later...
=)

to think i used to complain about school life?
working is worst... oh sigh....
i'm so unhappy that i dunno where to start.

not exactly looking forward towards uni life either...
i just want my sailing days back.


and yep.....
i received enlightenment today.
regarding my uni application of course.

so i'll put ntu business as my 1st choice followed by the teaching degree den economics...
so...if i get into business...i'll just bear the 3 years and study hard.... den later go get my post grad diploma in nie.
den if business dun want me.... den i'll go NIE lor~!!

shall leave my fate to NTU cause i'm so so tired to think anymore.

and of course i'll apply for SMU and NUS....JUST IN CASE. =)


i wanna go shopping....
i wanna buy my m)phosis three quarts...
i wanna buy lotsa of new shoes....

eeksss!

two weeks since results was released.
slightly more than two weeks left to the dateline of application.

congrats!!!
i still dunno wad the hell i should do.
peace be with me.....


*mediation position*
ummmm.....




p.s i love you.

Happy 19th birthday Ven!!
Happy 20th birthday Vivi!!


poor ven got really drunk at her birthday party...
luckily it was at her place...
it was the first time i saw someone so high and....gone.....

so the weekend had been for the open houses....
NTU open house was at far far away boonlay.
took me 2 hours to get from my place to the entrance of the school. *gosh*

went to SMU today.... and it took me about 45 mins to get there. *hmmm*
so yep... open houses which din really make me feel less lost.
in fact.....i think i'm back to square one...
NIE is back in the picture...


oh gosh.... kill me.


went back to dear old st nicks for st nicks fiesta on sat.
i've so much to talk about it...
but since its almost 3am and i've to wake up in 4 hours....

i should force myself to go to bed and blog about it another day....
for now....
i need to coax myself to bed

the bugger IT guy at my office disabled my internet connection after giving me 2 reasons.
oh no. wait...
he disabled my laptop's internet THEN gave my 2 reasons.
BrrrrUhhhhLL SsssssHhhhhhhIT.

so yesh...i wont be blogging as often anymore cause i'll be too tired to use the com at home.
and also...i rather watch TV.

works been a little more hectic recently...my boss decided to spring us the dateline of the case...
heh...end of this month... so yesh...for the first time in many months...i had to work OT.... *pouts*

no internet + lots of work = tired tired me.

i really wish to burn down the room i'm working in...
its a makeshift library of a law firm.... and plus the 100++ files that i've to cross reference....
oooo.....camp fire burning... camp fire burning.....


apparently i'm suffering from some fungal infection....-geez-
but that's according to my parents....
i think its just a bad bad case of allergy.... dust in the freaking "library" larz...
first time something like that happen to me can?
ARgh....

so anyway...i've a pretty big red patch of rough skin on the back of neck.... yesh...
altogether...EwwwwwWW...
so i'm really upset about it now ok?
but on the bright side...i shall just let down my hair and cover it UP~!! =)

Happy birthday PRisC~!!

been going thru a whirlwind of emotions since the 1st march.
and i would say its the worst case of "bad mood" since i dunno when.

i'm still not happy with my darn shit results.
it's no longer a matter of being able to get to uni..
but more of a..."is this wad i get after all the hard work?"

where's my As?

my body is aches with every movement i make.
see...this is the result of not jogging since last july..
owwwww....

P.S: to A51.
1. Mr Peh asked all to try to go to career fair thingy at suntec ok?
2. Ms Teo called to wish us good luck on day of results
3. Mr Peh feels very "du bu qi" to those who din get As and Bs for econs. -yesh. that's includes me-

we finally managed to pull off a surprise on him.
FINALLY~!

hope you liked the surprise....

to all my frens who did well...congrats!
to all who din.... big *hugs*

i din think i did well...
just average grades.
and i'm still sore over geog and GP...
maybe i could have done better....
lots of maybe(s)

but wadeva it is ...life moves on and if i dun believe in myself...who would?

i know i did my best...and if this is the outcome.... so be it.
for now...
i'm shall just worry about uni application....wad i should take and where i would go...
i'm a confused girl at this moment. no doubt.

to all who've been there for me on results day.... a big huge thanks...
for being there : andy and ven.
for the sms-- you know who you guys are.... sera, lijie, viv, wei, wen, samee, jiehui, and so many more esp grace and cheryl....
it meant so much...
thanks darlings.



courses in mind: business, econ, geog.
NIE is out for the time. - bye PE-


results dont determine your future.... you do.