i'm dreaming of a white christmas

to spend my christmas in europe..
its just wonderful.


with him...












its a blessing.


p.s. i love the sunset of the alps.

CANT Wait

the luggages are 3/4 packed.
2 huge luggage...
and probably another 2 to bring up to the cabin.
my little girls presents too. gosh
lots of baggage there.


swiss pass settled.
despatch finally got to my house after 4 hours of stipulated time.

collecting my old navy winter goodies tmr.
it made it IN time.
wheeee.... pretty scarves.. =)

money to be changed soon.
PLEASE pray that the exchange rate remains low PLEASE!!!
7000k worth of money to be changed..
even the slightest decimal makes significant differences.

i cant think of any else
now that things are finally more or less settled.
i guess i should put my mind at ease and enjoy the trip.

oh well..
there's still train tickets to worry about.
but that's not till i reach geneva.


meeting the girls at minds tomorrow.
games day!

wad's a trip without planning

suddenly i really wished i never had thought of my fairytale trip when my cousin asked.

but how can anyone say no to gorgeous, photo heaven scenic switzerland.
and a WHITE christmas


sigh.
with all these screwed up planning.
being mostly responsible for it
and alot alot of money involved.

considering that we're all still students
budgeting is darn important and impossible?

sigh.
suddenly wished i never said yes!

seriously...it doesnt make a difference

wearing a life jacket and not.
seriously dun make much of a difference.

i almost drowned once.
and i WAS wearing a life-jacket.

remembered capsizing once during training.
and my sail was on top of me.
my lifejacket got hooked to some part of the boom.
and the boat was overturning.
i was caught in between the boat trying to force me down and me trying to push myself up to the surface.

it was terrible.
trying to find my way out of the sail...
struggled and the life jacket finally got unhooked.
drank loads of water and was choking like mad when i surfaced.



suddenly i realized..
drowning was the worst way to die.
i wonder how he felt....

i just wish we din have to say bye this way...

you'll be fine up there
wont you?

retail thep

a short 2 hour shopping therapy with my prissy dear today.
got home with a new inner beauty.
and shades.

finally found a pair of shades
that fit my bridge-less nose.
happineesssss...

now my boy cant laugh at me.

its closer then i think it is....

sigh.
just realized today that one of the rower is a friend.
not that i knew him really well.
but we did talk and say our hi's and byes.

in fact. he was a classmate of my junior back in JC.
yes. he is that young.

have been following the news of the rowers but yet i did not recognize him.
also perhaps there was lesser coverage on him.
only knew he was 20 and still in NS.
school? cca? all was not reported.
not until today when i read lianhe zao bao.
that i found the picture looking super familar

we arent close at all.
but for a live to be taken away.
at such a young age so suddenly.
a sense of loss no doubt

never knew he was a rower.
apparently he only joined when he was in NS.
that was how good he was huh.
he was such a quiet boy back in SA.


weizheng..
hope you're better on the other side.

cant believe

i'm so bored that i'm actually watching stairway to heaven on channel U

its such a soapy drama-mama korean show
omg.
i dun even know wad i'm doing.


i'll start watching greys soon.
soon. when i can get hold of it.


praying hard for the poor dragon-boaters that are missing.
as a sailor. i can totally understand wad actually happen.
tides. waves. undercurrents. scary.

i had a 5 second scare when andy called me.
we tot it was SAILORS who were training in thailand.
turned out otherwise.
*phew*

but still. please let them be safe.

when its overrr

3 papers in 6 days was no joke.
panic attacks before geog paper and calculus paper..
trying to rush through the 2 papers was nuts.

geog was once again... er.
made me wonder why i studied for it.
i bet the lecturer is gonna get so frustrated with marking my paper
since she din like A level students.
oh well.
i tried my best.
balancing geog and cal wasn't easy.
geog ONE day before cal.


cal wasnt as bad as i tot it would be.
doubt i'll need to repeat the mod.
*phewwwwwWwwwwwwwww*
hopefully i can manage a B for it.
i would a realllllly happy girl man.
B for CAL 2.

*cross my fingers*

since everything came and ended so fast.
a sudden sense of loss now.
=(

no one to play with.
how sad.
waiting for my frens to end their papers.

cant wait for the trip to swiss..paris
grace!
jinpeng!
wheeeee....


blogging is getting really i dunno.
maybe cause i dunno how to vent my frustrations anymore.
feels better to keep everything in.

oh well.

i dun need a third

ARGH ARGH ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tagged by jess

7 random / weird facts about me

1. i cant drink any chocolate-based milk in the morning. i'm bound to visit the toilet if i do.

2. when i listen to music, i dun listen to the lyrics. i prefer IDENTIFYING the instruments.

3. i cant stand it when people touch my nose. i'll sneeze like crazee thereafter.

4. i shower in less than 5 mins. maybe cause i was "trained" to during my sailing days......but i just dun like being under the shower for too long.

5. i LOVE biting and chewing. see what i do to my straws.

6. i kept a bunch of my hair when i cut it my hair in j2. i loved the way the sun bleached my hair golden brown naturally WAD. oh and before that cut, i din cut or even trim my hair for 4 years.

7. my left knee-cap is not capped properly, so yes it hurts if i run too much.

argh

you know you're not focusing when your non-maths fren solved your maths question.
you feel really (&@&#^#*^@(&^!*&^*&@&&^*&)!!!

wad's worst is that you screwed up an entire module that is to YOUR advantage.
and when the lec-tur-er decides comment on every individuals' presentation straight after they finish....

you know it sucks because...
you're the FIRST.
which means you're unable to know wad she's looking for.

i hate it.
not in a very good mood now.

men are from mars, women are from venus.

the title speaks for itself.
nuff said.







i can understand why girls turn les.

just not the same anymore

i kinda hate blogging recently

see no point in ranting or even saying anything.
not that i dun have anything to say
but it seems like suddenly..
everything is just stuck inside.
you just dunno who to turn to, or even what to say.


just found out a dear friend of mine has been really upset over the last couple days.
sobbing her hearts out because of r/s issues.
if it wasnt for my exams.. i wouldnt mind flying over earlier to accompany her.

maybe its cause i feel what she feels.
and its not nice feeling that way...

have you ever felt that the whole world has disappeared and you're just left stranded there alone.
no one to turn to?
i would never wanna feel that way again.
never.







to you darling... *hugs*

first was an awfully bad sore throat that makes swallowing the most painful thing in the world.

a day. many herbal tea and honey water and of course chocolates to make it go away.

now i'm struck with horrible flu and cough.
just about to cough out every internal organs i've.

bless me.

1 more week to algebra quiz
2 more weeks to calculus midterm
3 more weeks to driving test, maths exam

when i'm in this state?
i pretty much cant do much. efficiently.

the week passed fast with my boy's 21st
seriously.
i rememebered last friday going around buying the bbq stuff and collecting the cakes.
and tomorrow is friday!!!
goodness gracious.

you've gotta be kidding me

before i can even breathe, relax and say "Algebra mid test is over"
news of calculus mid test comes along.
mid-test 2 weeks before calculus exam
wth.

darn stress now.
because i'm still figuring out the maze of CAL2.
its nuts.
crazee..
tough.

=(

i sincerely thank my lucky stars

a guy saved my handphone on thursday.
i dropped it on 179.
and i went down the bus and entered the train station before i finally realized i din have my phone with me.

panic attack can.
prayed and figured that people on 179 are mostly students
and hence will be nice enough to return me phone.

managed to find a fren and called my phone.
the guy PICKED UP.
met him at jurong point...
and sigh sigh sigh...
so happy i got it back ok.

thanks lady luck.
you were really by my side man.

i'm such a klutz. I KNOW.

i think you are right.
the long and tedious rides to school is making my bad temper come back.
sigh. i'll be a nicer girl.
promise.

i'll get used to the long mrt rides.
i will

i dun wanna look haggard.
although i know i'm.
i'm simply that tired of it.

our fav pilot.

jp left for london on sat.
boy oh boy will i/we miss him.
sigh.
hurry come back please smart ass.











that night, we were so deprived of mj.
we "flew" to chong's house after sending jp off at 11+
JUST TO PLAY.
win liao rite?
i know.


grace is leaving coming sat.
sigh, you peeps really gotta stop leaving.
can??

i'm feeling lonely already

when money flies....

combined expenditure with the boy today was...

$86 + $20 + $15 + $20 + $75 + $48 + $45 + $35 = er...i cant be bothered to tally
but i know its alot.

because it din even started as a shopping trip.
in fact it still din end up as one.

so why did we still spend so much?
i dun really know.

i only know we're pretty broke now.

school is never as interesting as it was last time.

i'm starting to feel really old.
i just need something more fun.

you know?

worn out

the 3h travelling is getting more and more tiring each day.
travelled to ngee ann poly busstop so my boy could pick me up from there and head for school.

the 74 bus ride took more than an hour.
it was jammed all the way from marymount to sixth avenue.
imagine that.

i'm officially worn out.
dead tired.
by the time i reach school for lessons, i can hardly focus.


officially a geography major instead of maths.
hereby in the BA program instead of BSc.
i feel so relieved.

my maths lecturer was darn upset i chose to switch majors.
oh well. i know i did it right this time.


i wanna go for a holiday in dec.
i wanna go for work and travel in usa.
it seems to crash with practicum.
*cross my fingers* and hope they allow me to go

take it take it

Create your own Friend Test here

e-learning week. NOT

e-learning week.

stay home to do work?
not.
i hate learning from the computer.

recorded lectures.
discussion boards dun work for me.
e-learning week= more hmwk.

i rather be back in school.

its thurdays.
TGIF tmr.
omg.
i can finally spend more time with you.

i'm still trying to smile and be happy.

today hasn't been a great day once again.
trying so hard to be optimistic.

but its true that when you're feeling down and low.
really.
everything seems against you.
nothing.
Nothing goes the way you want.


i waited 45 mins for a bus today.
just imagine.

my driving retest is now at dated 05/01/08
just freaking imagine AGAIN.
that's like how long later.

i really dunno how much worst my life can go at this moment.




on a really low. low. note.
maybe its really god's calling to go back to church.

still on a downhill

when i entered the test car this afternoon
only to know that the aircon was spoiled.

that's it.
i knew everything was not gonna go right.


guess what.
nothing went right.

running low

i pray hard that i can pass tomorrow.
maths test.
and driving definately.

paying for lessons and everything else myself is seriously sucking me dry.
i hope its a once and that's it thing.

i cant imagine having to continue taking more lessons.

please please please.
for now...
i shall just go work on my maths test tmr.

LOST

first the thumb drive i left in the usb port in the lib.
my cute micro vault.


had a bad instinct that i lost something else.
and guess wad.

i did.

my PDL!!!
4 more days to my TP and i have to freaking lose it.
now i have to replace it.

ultimate upsetness.
i need happy food.

downhill drive

life seems to going all a major downhill this couple of days.

i cant wait to step on the accelerator and head uphill.
you should have seen how fast i tried to zoom today with my PDL.
ha.

sprees are keeping me happy.
so are happy food.
but sprees are bad. REAL bad for my small little pocket.

baby baby.... PLEASE go to swiss with me.

Its time to grow up.

to be independent.
and not the little girl i used to be.


but that doesn't mean i dun love you anymore.

to stay or not to stay.

that is the question.

when i finally got offered hall.
my fav hall somemore..

i dunno whether to take it.
dilemmas are horrible.


weeks been pretty bad.
add/drop was a disaster and now i'm given a warning letter in my file.
wth.
i still feel very accused and unjust.
sigh

its just one of those days whereby you feel that everything just aint going well.

i hope tomorrow will be better.



i wanna head out for a trip.
like......bintan





















the people i love the most.
fun loving. spontaneous.
its just so easy to be happy with friends like that.
sigh. miss you guys already.

geog and cars

4 day week time table so din work out
he changed his mind in opening another tutorial slot
and refuses to change tut time.
fridays are now ONE hour tut from 1130-1230

let's do some maths.
travelling time to nie: 2h max
going home?: same same.
total travelling time; 4h.
total tutorial time:1h.
total wastage of time on travelling?: 4-1=3h.

wth.
was trying to bring across our situation with him.
heavier geog modules is no go since maths is already a killer.
one hour tut are pretty much unbearable since travelling time and cost kills.
he totally gave us random and beat around the bush answers.
wait.
he wasnt even answering our questions.

sian. this is gonna be a independent module.
equals... just DO yourself.
him? sigh. forget it.

on a slightly happier note.
daniel's gonna drive to nus.
which is happiness.
so gonna grab a lift from him every morning to the West at least.
evenings are even better where i'm will be driven home.
right to my door step.
beats taking bus and the 45 mins red line. =(

when baby starts driving the new car.
whoopee.
going home is gonna be so much more bearable!!!! wheeee

cars are my new love.
and mortal! you rock.

technicolours

Happy birthday Singapore.

pre national day shopping.

hit the shops at vivo with jess and andy yesterday.
ultra madness.

jess girl blew almost 200 in less than 3 hours.
me and my boy, somewhere there too.
what to do.
zara's new season was yummy.
fox had sale, so did warehouse, topshop and flash n splash.
forever 21 was as usual irresistable. but lucky for me, this season's not for me. =)
and lastly... big huge sale at river island.

3 new tops and slippers for the boy for his new back-to-school wardrobe.
1 new top for me ONLY. =( (told you its not my season).
i'm upset.
jess. ha...i lost count on wad she got.
she even shopped for her boy who's in aussie.
told ya it was crazeeee.

school blues

time table seems to be working out.
hopefully geog tut changes.
aed works on alternate weeks.
wonderful.
but that also mean that wednesday are just like mondays
all the way to school for 2 hours of lessons.
but itsok.
thou shalt not be picky.

i have a very cool aed teacher.
sixty plus and still rocks big time.
she can be pretty um lame. and sometime it makes you go huh?
but for someone her age.
she's seriously modern.

i've got the best maths lecturers this sem.
but also the toughest the modules.
i hope i do well this sem.

first 3 days of school was like spent running around.
my freshie year passed with me barely stepping foot pass the north spine.
but this last 3 days.
i've travelled to the south spine more than i have over the last year.
guess why.

it was great seeing familar faces around school.
justin, linus... and of course my boy.
justin. lunch someday alright.

i'm still upset over the issue of No hall.
when i've finally have more friends staying on campus.
i have to retreat to home.
worst. i think i'm more hard working when i stay in hall.eeeeks.

i wish wong allows me to take 251..
den i can be with my friends. anna and wj.
they are like my best working partners.
we pretty much have the same style of working.
and we contra each other pros and cons well.
sigh.
at least we have AAG231 together.

p.s. i've a very adorable junior. she's super high. cause i got her our school diary. =)

school's starting,,

in 2 days.
omg.
sucks.
i still dun have a HALL.
and my timetable is Soooooo still not working out.
one hour tutorial on friday is no go.

knowing me.
since i dun have a hall.
i refuse to travel 2 hours to school for 1 hour of lesson
and another 2 hours back home.
its just not worth the time.
opportunity cost damn it.

making it worst is that the tutorial is by... someone who's lesson i'll probably be stoning through anyway cause i basically cant catch wad he is saying.

sigh.
i hope he will be nice and open up another tut class ANOTHER day so i'll gladly PICK that.
please dun waste my friday.
travelling to school for a 1130-1230 lesson TOTALLY burns the day lar.

imagine. by the time i reach home its almost 3.
and i'll probably start wondering every friday when i reach home...
what have i done for the entire day today.... hmmm....
my entire morning wasted.
on TRAVELLING.
travelling time is x4 of my tut lesson.
wth.

trying to work things out with the bf.
petrol cost and sending me to school and home.
sounds like a great plan.
i offered to pay a sum for petrol which is half of wad my rental for a room in hall will be per month.

its only fair rite.
i dun exactly stay very near school.
in fact....its really OUT of the way.
hmm...
i only wish he drove a more fuel efficient car.

but its ok.
i still love you.
hope you like your back to school gift. =)

itchy itchy scratch scratch

here i'm in my fren's room
using her lap top while waiting for the other station masters to arrive so we can go get our things set up for our station.
wanted to be a nice girl and pei the people setting up the campfire.

but seriously,
mosquitoes are the downfall of my life man.
i stood there for NOT more than 30 mins.
and i'm plagued with almost 10 bites already.

so yesh.
i surrendered and retreated back to the cozy room. =)

killer heels

walking for about 8 hours in heels is really no kidding.
my knees are hurting, my legs are aching.
even my heel is peeling.
omg.


pain.

hall issues

it seems like i might not be getting a hall this sem.
due to overwhelming responses from the dragon freshies.
argh.

let's just hope my timetable will work out something nice to me.

bintan blues

the weather never once did supported us for our 3 days trip to bintan.
talk about bringing tank tops and suntan lotion.
=(

sunny bintan was totally.
not.
instead i was decked in sweater most of the time.

but still it was fun.
the sailors rocked.
love them.

our crazee buggy driver chong.
ben the cook.
cheryl and her king-of-cards bf.
thunderstorm ven.
grace and her jack-master bf.
and lastly,
my super random and i dunno wad's wrong with his brain bf.
another better name for him would perhaps be king-of-mahjong andy.

day and night of taidee. in between. blackjack and mj.
awesome.
go kart rocks.
so did ATV. -grace. why did you leave so early...-

more when the pictures come.
CHERYL~!!!

i wish i can take the pain away from you.
i wish that i could turn back time
just so we could done things differently.

be strong girl.
i know you will be.
hugs.

back to school

last week practicum in the primary school was crazee.
i think i really got a too nice face for kids.
i love kids.
so its really hard for me to draw the line.
my 2 other trainee frens and i took turns to relief the same class.
they never had much problems.
but i had so much.
the kids were totally not listening to me.

i have an angry face.
dun i?

i realized that i cant beat their screams and voices.
i cant even hear myself.
this kid offered me a bell.
he told me,
"teacher, if you ring the bell, we will keep quiet"
i just smiled at him.

i refuse to ring the bell in order to get their attention.
it felt like....they were dogs. or i dunno wad?
i just din like it.
maybe i should have.

oh well.
this primary 2 girl was really adorable.
the first day i went to her class...
she asked if i was from primary 6.
and she called me jie jie.
i was like omg no. i'm not from p6.
den she asked if i was 18.
i said 21.
and her next sentence...wah you're an adult. so do you have a bf??
ha...i said no. to shut her up.
ha.

on my last day of school..
i went to her class again.
i was teaching her group maths.
and she said," jie jie, i hope you can give us good results"
omg. i couldnt bear to tell her it was my last day.

but its weird.
kids nowadays are scary.
they are calling their frens bossy, bitch and stupid.
they can tell me...
teacher...he very slow and stupid one. and he dun talk.
so irritating. he's like that one.
gosh.
i dun remember doing that when i was p2.

madness.
what are kids learning nowadays?
sigh.

being anal.

on my way back to hall yesterday.
i was going up the bus.
in front of me was this filipino like lady.
she SUDDENLY stopped in front of me while going up the stairs.
so i accidentally stepped on her.
i apologised. I DID.

ok.
apparently she was waiting for her i dunno who behind her.
but who the hell stops suddenly when you're going up the bus and turn around and wait.
like just GET UP THE BLOODY bus larz.

ok nevermind.
so since i couldnt wait behind her and stop the people behind me from getting up.
so i proceeded walking past her first.
and you know WAD THAT BLOODY WOMAN DID????


SHE STEPPED ON ME!!!
did i mention i was wearing slippers and nursing a blister from wearing shoes and walking around in school????
tmd.

ok nevermind.
i tot...its ok ya noe. i'm not gonna make a huge fuss over it.
but natural reaction when someone steps on you is that you'll turn back and see who rite?
so i turned back.
and this is wad she said..


" what. just now you stepped on me WAD!"
she spoke it with that... you purposely stepped on me so i'm stepping you back cause its ONLY right.

I just looked at her with the wtf omg you're damn CHILDISH face.
i laughed at her.
and she diao-ed me.

that got me freaking pissed.
and bitchy.

so since she decided to nicely sit infront of me.
i called my boy and started saying OUT LOUD.
"some bitch just stepped on me."
she tried to turn back and look at me from the corner of her eye.
and i just smiled at her.

hmm.....
seriously.
you're like 30 plus...
and you're freaking acting like a kid.

wait. even kids dun act like that.
gosh.
woman. grow UP.

in a really bad mood now.
registering of modules is driving me nuts.

cant register for the NON-EXAMINABLE geog module this sem.
which is bad.
because i really needed one less exam for this sem
cause i foresee maths being a really tough.
really really tough.
i havent been doing well for maths.
struggling and barely surviving.
both maths modules.
so i really need the ONE LESS exam to work extra harder for this sem's maths.

and now?
all screwed up cause they opened a really small class.
and people SAT IN FRONT of the com the entire morning to register.


what happened to practicum????
why you all SOOOOOO free...
i had lessons straight leaving me NO time to register lar
and by the time i'm home to register.
it's full.


one way is to take 5 modules this sem.
and take 3 geog modules next sem.
once again NOT advisable since i plan to do my elective next sem.

someone just sort me out. please
or should i just anyhow whack an elective this sem.
i refuse to actually.


haiya
just kill me. please

i HAVE TO KEEP THIS

i am going to lose weight.
half a kg a week.

i dun care.
i will and i must.

free ride.

2 saturdays ago,
hall com went to a few places to recce for our foc segment.
it was quite sian to travel around singapore when the weather is like freaking hot.

but ONE thing made all our day and effort worthwhile.
THIS.....

















free rides on the skyride and luge.
i've always wanted to do that but thought that it was a little pricey.
9 bucks to go up on the skyride and down on a go-kart similar
does seem a bit...ex rite?

we were trying to strike a promotional package with the management.
and after we left the office.
they gave this to us.
haha...thanks to wanying and roger. -i think-

it was darn fun ok.
especially the luge.
not pronouced as looo-geee.
hahahah.
so singaporean.

it was freaking fun.
i cant wait to go to bintan to go-kart.































skyride with my roomie.
i think my roomie dear was a little scared of heights.
but she still loved it man.
as for me?
rocks man!
















my roomie took of her slippers JUST IN CASE it dropped down.




















love the scenery too.























our smelly feets. guess which is mine? =)

ms clarity

last week...
my boy finally brought me to ms clarity cafe.
ooo...
i love the place and i love the food.
=)
love the colourful menus too.

the thing i miss the most right now.

i miss sailing...
i miss sailing!
I MISS SAILING!

nuff said.

unexplainable

i dun wish to see things between us turn so sour.
getting mad at each other each and every day isnt the best way to survive.
i wish i can be more certain of myself
and have more faith.

but perhaps...
it would be easier for you to understand if you knew wad happened.

its true that the past will always haunt you.
someway or another.
its not that i dun trust you or love you.
its just the thought of history repeating itself that i fear.

but i know you arent like the others.
i know.
so give me time to redeem myself.
a part of me is still secretly and painfully praying that
i wont be bitten yet again.

a friend worth keeping for life.

i know we make new and different friends
everytime we step into a new enviroment.

we never really once belonged to the same clique,
except in primary 5-6 where we formed a "group with the name of you know wad"
our crazy days of standing at our class balcony and looking over the secondary block.

i knew i was darn happy when i found out we were gonna be classmates again in sec one.
we did have our own corner in the class up to sec 2.
you sat next to me..
before our form teacher kinda split us up.
jing me you and wen werent exactly the best combi to be grouped up with.
you were the most guai one among the four of us.
definately.
and like i said.
we never really belonged to the same group of friends.
you were in band.
and i was just mad about bball.

sec 3 and 4,
we were classmates again.
but other than you sabo-ing me to be monitor...
i dun remember spending as much time with you anymore.

come JC.
we were again in the same JC.
it was nice seeing you around.
but other than our really OCCASIONAL catch up
once in awhile the cafe
we never really met up YET again.
see. you joined council
and me?
basically took up another sport.

it was nice keeping in touch and going out for lunch with you once a week or so during your sph days.
but we both know the true reason behind it din we?
=)

now that we are in the same uni.
we STILL DUN really meet up yet again.

my point being...
that....
i know we both arent each other's group of best or even close friends.
but somehow,
i know that you will always be my old pal.

someone i will never fail to lose touch with no matter how different our paths are.
someone that i will remember forever.
its weird how we can catch up on each others life so easily.
no matter how long we havent talk or met.
perhaps cause we grew up together... literally.
same schools since 7?
wow.

we dun share common interest. -other than liking the colour blue-
in fact. i think we're both 2 very different individuals.
you always being the more guai one.
and me.... just thinking of secondary days speaks for itself.

but somehow,
we will never fail to run out of topics when we meet each other.
i can never classify the kind of friendship we share.
all i know it i'm glad i have you as my old OLD pal...
and we will be just that for the rest of our lives.


















Happy Birthday Jiehui dear!!!

glad you like your prezzie.
wasnt easy finding you a suitable present.
wanted to buy you something more ladylike..
but i know my friend here aint exactly that gu niang. =(

p.s... i still owe you lotsa of back dated presents.
ha. i think this is the first present since er...sec 1?
hahhahhahaha......love you!

home-coming

Its homecoming week.
ven's coming back today from her long holiday to aust.
grace coming back tmr from UK.
my cousin's coming back from switzerland on sunday.

wheee..... happiness.
mj gang to start working soon.

cheryl! you're next. hurry back please.
i'm stuck with planning for tioman.
i suck man

to my dear dear old pal

i just realized... A MONTH later..
that my dear old fren actually dedicated a post to me on her blog.
like how sweet is that.

er...but i need to mention that i din like the photo.
it was taken in pri 6...and its AWFUL. ewwww....
this is wad she wrote,

"Heh, heh, heh.. this was taken 9 years ago!
heY goh ying hsien!!remember this pict?
haha. it was taken in the balcony of our primary 6 classroom...
we used to shout to people on the bridge from that 4th floor balcony leh!
and we had our lockers in there too..
oh and remember what 4 of us used to be? :P
i dun think you'll want me to mention it here,
but u know, i know,
the both of them know can already.

haha. i remember being very happy after finding out (after orientation)
that we (jingjin, u and i) were in the same class in sec 1!
only to find out after 4 years that i'd been in the same class as u
in sec 2, sec 3 and sec 4 too..

haha oops, and remember who sabo-ed u to be a monitor in sec 3?
thanks for being one of my "oldest" friends.
haha. i watched you grow from being tall to taller to tallest,
and not-so-slim to slimmer to 苗條 ok!
(while im growing the other way round)
though you grew to like basketball and sailing while i cannot stand sports
(bball is still one exception)
and i grew to love taiwanese pop songs and idol dramas,
hopefully i'll be able to see the number of kids u have increase from 0 to 1 to 2 to 3 to 10.

don't worry about their names, i'll give you some suggestions.
ok lah.. enough for now!
happy 21st birthday, ah... lala!!!

uhoh.... all those who also know abby..
better wish her happy birthday ah..
so that next time if your kids are taught by her,
she wont have an excuse to bully them.. "

i love you ms song.
ya....next time i'll bully your kids.
i'll tell them this... " cause your mom SABO-ed me to be monitor eons ago, so you watch out now!"

hahah.... your birthday is TMR. =)

just came back from work not too long ago.
driving in the morning and work in the afternoon
is crazy.
my legs are aching terribly.
oh ya. they stink too.
i hate wearing boots?
even though i wore socks....
THEY STILL FREAKING STINK.
and i cant get rid of the stinkiness. =(

i'm such a freaking CSI-addict..
decided to stay up till 2am to catch the repeat telecast of the show
because i have work tmr and therefore will not gonna be able to catch the 3pm telecast
ha...SEE. i can remember all the time of the show.

i refuse to sleep.
not till i catch my CSI.
but i foresee myself falling asleep halfway later.
it ALWAYS happen.


someone's so gonna scold me after reading this...

final destination...

tmr....

i'm FINALLY going back to learn my driving.
since er.... my test date is about 2 months odd away.

FINALLY going back to the airport to work again.
after eh. 13 days of break.
=)

i know its a little late....

its really really backdated man.
but finally got down to uploading all my photos.

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091068465

straight after my 21st birthday ONE MONTH ago..
i've been pretty much working 6 days a week for the airport job.
doesnt leave me much time to do up my photoblog.
doesnt help that blogger takes ages to upload photos.
so yesh...imagestation it is.

party did not go as i would like it to be.
but yeah. i did have a fun-filled birthday weekend.
thanks to beach day on 12th may.
not much photos taken on my special day..

since i din really have an appointed photographer.
oh well.
a biggie biggie thanks to all who came and remembered...




and a big huge thanks to you my dearest boy...




















cause you made it all happen.
so perfectly.


thanks for turning the most imperfect birthday
to as perfect as it can be.

Happy birthday JESSICA darling.

hope you enjoyed your sat bali night at gilman.
love ya.

pictures here:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091117339

its not my day. totally

results sucked.
hall application unsuccessful.

i really dunno wad else can go wrong.
maybe the weather.

cut off was 13.
who bloody gets 13!
unless i freaking stay at changi or something!
crap.
staying serangoon is freaking inaccessible enough...

i got 12 points.
which is actually relatively HIGH.
average i've seen is like about 8-10.

double crap.

wah. i'm feeling i'm damn sian now.
the weather is not helping either.
gonna start pms-ing soon.
f***

i know i woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.
when the first thing on my mind is my GPA.


once again.
darn it.

whirlwind of emotions

results for sem 2 are out.
din do well.
in my opinion.
i dunno since when i've become so result-oriented and competitive.

but like andy said.
its maybe cause i'm comparing with my frens.
as long i can get my honours,
i should be happy rite.
since there's no diff in pay btw 3rd and 2nd class lower.

sigh.
did worst then last sem.
no As.
but maths was slightly better.
one B one C.
sigh.
and the one i got C for was the one i was more confident and studied harder for.
darn it right?
right.

i think this is it.
i need to switch my major to geog.

i'm freaking upset.
now i dunno if i'm eligible for exchange.
and i still need to work darn hard for year 2.

in short.
screw it.

Jess and Justin and maybe xf

Here are the pictures for xf's bday:
sorry for the super long delay ar.

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091302384

the sunshine of my life

my boy came to pick me up from school today
after my hall meeting at 1030pm

he even gave my roomie a lift home too.

how oh how sweet is that?
very.
love love you to bits.


i really can learn to live life like that.
rx8 soon baby?
whee wheeeeeee

Happy birthday Wenwen!!!

the most spontaneous among us
and craziest too.
even though we used to have one really bad cold war.
ONCE.
i still love her very much.

i remembered how she took the left wing and i took the right.

and we ran the base line as much as we could

trying to score as many balls as we should.

i remembered once that jao lian ask the both of us to shoot in 500 3-pointers each.

and we were competing so hard.

just because we were angry with each other.

i remembered how we slacked and slacked in 2 Purity.
Mrs Tian slamming jingjin's books.
Du Lao Shi scolding us and calling you "shi er hao."

how we cheated during chinese. jingjin grabbed i dunno whose paper

and WE EXCHANGED papers.

i still cant believe we did that.

but i'm really glad i met you babe.
those were the days

love love love you.

hope you liked your surprise!

i'm so glad we pulled it off.

it was a pretty last minute plan.

and although there were um.. 2 hiccups!!

i think it really went as planned.

prissy dear...i think we did it great.

we should hang out more.
more taboo too.

taboo with the girls are so darn fun.

i wish i could pen it down.

alright.

pictures here.
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091336999


the other day on our girls night out.
we got adrenaline high on our secondary school days.
love chilling out sessions like these.

sorry for the late pictures,
but here goes..
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091334717

xoxo

the last supper?

2 days without having to work is wonderful man.
feel so carefree.
need not wake up at 5am to head down to the airport.
8 long dreadful hours of standing.
i HATE standing.
facing ah nehs and suspicious uncles.

HEAVENLY.
i love this break.

anyway.
31st may was the last day of work.
had supper with my working mates after work.
which was 12am.

my "sister" guirong, emo weiwen and the other dfs peeps who ended their shifts at 11pm left first.
roy came to pick mich, linus, jaime and myself at 12+
headed down to simpang bedok (i hope i got it right) for prata.

i actually stayed out till 3+.
i guess hanging out with fun peeps takes away the tired-ness in me.
we talked about hall life to ghost stories.
made us even scared of going to the toilet larz.

i'm not a fan of toilet trips in pairs.
but that night.
no choice. too scared.
had to ask sequeena to go with me. =(
feel so useless.


haha....supper never seemed more fun.
finally found more east-siders.
gosh. wait till i go back to staying in ulu hall in NTU.
jialat.
but its ok.
more of the absolute peeps are going to uni.
yeah. we can have our own supper nights out den.
YUM.

ABSOLUTEly wonderful

its gonna be my last day of work today.
yeah at the airport. at d-f-s.
i'm gonna miss working there.
laughing at ah-neh attacks with my fellow absolute frens.
rolling our eyes at people only interested in free drinks.

met a few rock-on funloving peeps over the last 2 days of my work.
the crazeee bunch of peeps.
baby says they are so lame.

but i guess that's how we make time past faster when the going gets tough.
i'll miss working there.
not because i like to do sales and promoting.
but simply because i'll miss the friends i made there.

when i first took up the absolute job.
the mom made a huge fuss over working enviroment to outfit.

now that i decided to stop working.
the mom is saying that i should just continue working
and earn more money.


how freaking conflicting is that?????
very.
i'm upset now.

i love days like this

friday was spent with the girls.
a short walk around the crowded town.
short shopping trips.
followed by great food at coffee club.
catching up on our secondary school days was darn fun.
i loved the laughters.

saturday was much time spent with my boy.
breakfast at cartel.
followed by shopping in town.
GSS. shopped like crazy.
we got so worried on budget.
hahaha....

left town when the crowd started coming in.
it was great to shop when the crowd isnt in.
YET
i love you ah boy.
yesterday was just wonderful.


p.s prisc. i bought the dress. haahhaah

i wished i never started on this holiday job at times.

i think i'm just tired and feel like ranting. =(

friday darlings. friday.
shopping it is. and dinner.
can we have good good food?

Break a leg

my legs are numb.
sigh.
i need a foot massage bad.

barely reached home 45 mins ago.
and i'm leaving in 30 mins time.
off to meet my boy..
its his daddy's bday today.

=)

my oh my 21st

sorry for the lack of updates
i'll try to put up my birthday photos soon.
SOON.

works been tiring at the airport
standing 7 hours a day is no joke.

birthday party din really turn out as i would love it to be.
but it was still fun.

you could check out it out from justin or jessica's blog first.
=)
i promise i'll put it up soon.

i see many air stewardess from where i work.
i saw one today who was a student from sajc.
one year younger than me.
makes me wonder if i would have gotten thru the last time,
if i hadnt walk away.
hmmmm...

i wanna travel.

it has only been a week...

only been a week since i ended my horrid sem 2 exams.
it was a major disaster.
shall not think about it till results are out.

anyway.
that's not the point.
after exams have been really boring.
supposed to start work.
but since airport security took really long to clear my pass.
and they still havent

i'm hence still currently stuck at home
watching cable 24/7
even cable is getting boring for me.
=(

and since my boy is working ot every other day.
double unhappiness.

weekend's coming soon.
friday and saturday..
and sunday~!!!
wheeee

my first time

completed RUNNING at macritchie OK?
note. my 11 years in sn
they never had cross country at mac.
i think.

my 3 years in SA?
ya they do have annual cross cty.
but i always happily skip it due to voluntary services.
ha. ask mr ng.
its probably a sailor thing. =)

so yes. today... no yesterday.
met up with the gang at 9am to run.
wheee....
ok i sucked.
i was really slow and stitches got to me really quickly?
but at least i ran ok.

i'm turning 21 and its the FIRST time i completed running at mac.
tell me how sad that is.

i just dun understand

its disappointing to see things turn out like that.
to think i tot i knew you well.
maybe its time i stop living in self denial and wake up to something called reality.

life plays real jokes on me at times.
i'm naive i guess.
i actually wished for a perfect birthday party.


baby. you know it isnt you i'm referring to.

i seriously need to stop spending.

wtf.
seriously.
period.
i have no idea how much i have blew this month.

but i'm sure its ALOT.
i need to stop.

ouch

went to thread my eyebrows at browhaus today.
ouch. i tot i had a high threshold for pain.
but i TEARED...

ok. looking neat now though.
although its still alittle red.

friends. esp jess dear.
if anytime you wanna thread your eyebrows or go to browhaus let me know.
i freaking bought the 10 session package.
so yes. it'll only cost you 10 bucks if you wanna thread at browhaus ok?
lemme know and i'll give you my details to book an appt. =)

i hope you like your watch

wad's the deal with 21st birthdays.?

i lost the energy to want to celebrate it
i lost the excitement to look forward to it.

i cant believe we quarrelled over my 21st.
gdi.
tell me once again.
wad's the point in celebrating when the person you love most ended up quarrelling with you over it.

maybe you're right.
i'm bloody self-centred.

a job to be happy about?

i've gotten my holiday job
promoting absolute vodka at the airport.
pays well. 10/hr.
8 hours a day.

i'm supposed to be happy.
but after looking at my uniform.
i'm really just full of apprehensive-ness.
i'm quite upset at this moment.

on a much much MUCH happier note.
shopping with my boy today.
you wouldnt wanna know how much we spent..
ha..

a good time we had?
yes indeed.
i love you dear.
thanks for my erm...
presentsSSSSSS~!!

=)

my birthday wishlist

i really really want an instant camera.
2 to choose from for the time being...










Instax200. 79 bucks with film costing 15 bucks for 10.
its super big and bulky. but i like that the film is big.















instax mini7.
so small. and portable i guess.
99 bucks with film that cost 12.50 for 10.
cheaper option i think considering that film is 2.50 lesser than the above?
hmm...instant camera's film are ex.
but the film is only credit card size... =(


help me choose someone.
dun bother telling me its pointless to get an instant camera.
i know digital is better.
i'll get BOTH. =)

the aftermath

its terrible.
i just feel that i've failed myself miserably in my maths exam

i couldnt say i din do well.
i mean. i did attempt all the questions i tot was impossible.
and to know that i actually got a couple right to a certain extent..
i think i should be happy.

but the plain carelessness and how i managed to solve a question
yet.
cancelled it last minute was totally wth.

i'm sad.
i'm very upset. with myself.

2 down in 2 days.
one last paper to go.
my most confident maths module by far.

its a stress i'm gonna n have to put on myself.
i need to pull up my gpa damn it.

if only life wasnt just about grades.
i wish. not when my pay is dependable on my grades. sigh.


i actually wished my roomie was here so i could rant out. =(

life is that unfair. ha

my darling roomie and i took our first paper which is geography today.
however....

i have 2 more to go.

but it was her last as well....

now i'm in hall alone.
i'm quite sad.
i shall munch on the loads of food she left behind for me..
famous amos...yum

think i'll go do the laundry later.

i sneezed till my some vein in my nose burst i think
cause my right nostril hurts like....CRAP now.
seriously. wad a time to feel awful.
mommy asked me how to study for exam like that
i look so tired.

i also dunno how.
hang on lor

i got my 21st bday present from my boy already
its gorgeous...
=)

ah-chhooooooooooooooo

i think i've been bitten by the FLU bug again.
exam starts next week.
jialat.
i have 8 days to balance my studying between my tougher maths module out of the 2 maths i take
and also the equally tough geography.

and with the flu bug now.
i really dunno if i can.
i shall sleep early tonight.
crap.

home has never felt better

after my close to breakdown yesterday
it really feels good to be home today
last ALS lesson went on smooth and fun.
i guess it really gave me new insight to things.

i'm still in a cranky mood.
i cant explain.
maybe it really just is the time of the month.

i was blog surfing and took this off kathleidoscope's blog.
pretty much sums up what is in my head and heart all these while.

"i sometimes read too much into things. i try really hard not to, but most of the time i do.
i'm sorry i need you to constantly remind me of how much you love me,
how much you care
i suffer from what is commonly known as obsessive compulsive relationship disorder,
something i contracted the moment i thought you meant the world to me.
each time i suffer a relapse,
i wish there was something i can do that will take it all away.
i hope i'm not mad or something. i wish someone knows how i feel,
because when u meet someone who is very dear to you,
you would want to hold on to him no matter what."


i'm sorry i've been a bitch.
sometimes...
i really wish i wasnt like that.

sorry

i'm sorry i ranted and ranted and ranted today.
i knew i was probably getting on your nerves big time.

but because you knew i wasnt feeling good
and because you love me... rite?

you never once flared up at me.
in fact... you took everything to stride.

for that... you know i love you very much.

i need to find myself

i know its getting late.
but somehow i cant bring myself to sleep
a maths test in 8 hours time.
i'm done revising.
more or less.
but i just cant get to bed.

i dunno if it is cause i'm feeling empty or wad?
depressed isnt the word i wanna use to describe myself.
i'm actually feeling lost.
and i dunno why.


my ipod has been playing the same 34 songs.
repeat mode for the last 7 hours
just imagine.
i think i've reach a point where i'm not even listening.

at 4 am..

i've been on my ALS term paper for the last 12 hours.
ok larz. you could minus about 3hours cause i was slacking and having dinner etc.

oh well. i've managed to complete a term paper due 2 days before its due ok.
i usually complete it the night before only.
hahah...
wad to do..
i have 2 maths test on thursday which i'm not prepared for.
tmr is number theory day.
yawnz.

my roomie has been asleep for the last 7 hours. coolios man.
just imagine.
i'm amazed how i'm still not sleepy at this time.

Man U is thrashing AS Roma right now.
wanna know how i know?
cause the guys in the next hall are screaming
GOOOooooOOOoooooooooo......OAL~!!!
every 10 minutes or so.
they really drag the oooooooo OK?
hahahah guys.

it's quite interesting actually.
just imagine the scene at the hall lounge.

AS Roma just scored.
yes. i know it just by hearing.
they boo-ed.
hahahahhaha this is actually quite fun ya know.
i can actually update my boy without the tv or livescore.


i'm feeling hungry. its almost time for breakfast.
hahha i had dinner 8 hours ago.
WOW.
its weird when you count time like that.
i dun usually go hungry 8 hours.

yes i sound pretty high. high on teh-o peng.

BUILD-A-BEAR

yesterday i brought my little darling niece to vivo
so she could build her own bear
it was pretty fun.

on how they get to pick a toy.
pick a sound to put it in.
stuff it.
fluff it
dress it and name it.

although it was obviously a cheat my money and the kids thingy.
i must say that it is a very smart marketing idea.
i paid 40 plus bucks for the bear.
and that was probably one of the cheapest.

how they actually made kids feel like they really OWN the bear.
kiss a little heart and make a wish with the heart before putting it into the bear?
followed by sewing it up?
it was really sweet larz.
at least... the girl would really feel that the bear is hers.
and not just another toy.

you should have seemed how uptight and sensitive she got everytime andy walked near a dustbin.
she was so worried we would throw it away cause she was being naughty.

she dressed her princess bear in cinderalla outfit.
wah. that little outfit cost almost $30 bucks larz.
think...barbie doll dressing up.


OH YA.
did i mention the girl who tended to my niece tot that WE were her parents?
tmd.
my niece is turning 5 larz.
so if we were her parents...
that would make us 16 only lar.

either amelia looked young
or we looked old.
it's andy fault i tell you.


the girl just said we looked like a happy family.
OF COURSE LARZ.
i mean one is my niece and one is my bf mah.
how unhappy can we be?
@(Y)@$Y&(##&($T(&@~!(*@&^


oh yesh.
withdrawal symptoms...
i havent's shop for sooooo long!
i walked past forever 21 yesterday and i din get to SHOP
ah i'm sad.

MJ and KK? great combo man

Had MJ with the usual peeps on thursday evening.
hahah it was the MOST fun one ever.
Mr Alvin Chong was on this freaking lucky streak that by DONG FENG...
he won 70 bucks.

ya. he zi-mo 4 tai ONCE.
man tai once and 4 tai once or twice i think.
even though we played 40 80c which is quite alot
but man. 70 bucks by DONG FENG is too fierce.
considering we all started all with only 40 bucks.

ha but its ok.
i bao-ed him one. HHAHAH
so i barely won back my money.

hahah jp and andy was so darn happy when chong kana bao-ed
but you should have seen poor chong's face.
he was utterly devastated.
"i was winning 60 bucks. now it HALVED!!"

ha i really really love mj-ing with them
jp just gotta quit playing in his flight suit.
poor boy.

and so one pilot fren drove me to meet my OTHER pilot fren
for THIS!!
















































oh yum yum yum!!!

i collect it close to 11pm that night.
but by the next morning.....
this was all that's left...

its sinful.

but i cant help it..

bugs are not my frens

daddy mommy and my bro just left for cambodia this early morning
no idea why cambodia.
gosh. think army boys. think malaria.
eeekss...not my kind of place
i hate bugs.


speaking of which
my ants incident ...







































Due to it raining the night i found ants on my clothes.
i had to mass wash my clothes
and hang it in the room.
thanks to the improvisation of my roomie.
we hung a twine across the room.
from her cupboard to the windows.
cool huh.

its quite unsightful actually. oh well.

have to go back to hall tonight.
how sad. its's sunday night larz.

my other pilot fren.....

edgar got me krispy kremes from down under!!
woootttttweeettttt.... yumyum yummmmmmmmm
i lurve edgar dear!!!







justin... take that! nanny nanny poo poo.
hahah kidding.
i promise i'll get you those from sunny singapore.
*heeeeeee*

IT dont simplify things. it makes life worst actually.

finally handed my ICT project.
so glad its over.
i have one more major term paper due.
NEXT WEEK.
sigh.

ICT was terrible.
the flash error was seriously getting on my nerves and anna's.
my lappie simply refuses to acknowledge the flash images.
even after i downloaded shockwave and flash player more than 5 times.
it was nerve wrecking.
at 3 am last night.
i still refused to sleep.
i had to make sure everything was ok or at least until my partner sleep too.

luckily everything worked out fine in the computer lab this morning.
all ready to submit it and there were ERRORS AGAIN on the burnt cd.
i'm telling you.
i can die. sucks sucks sucks.




On monday:
i had to clear my entire wardrobe and wash all my clothes
cause they were infested with ants!
ok i'm exaggerating.
there were a couple of ants.
but its enough to scare me larz.

i'm perfectly ok if they are on the floor.
but ON MY CLOTHES?
NO WAY MAN.
last week my roomie had hers infested.
but mine WERE fine.
were is the key word.
i guess they erm.....
migrated???
wad the hell rite.

i hate ants.
at least not on my clothes.
bring on the ant chalk
ant powder.
insecticide and wadeva that is poison to them.
die ants die.


i actually had an ANTS nightmare.
wtf.


off to nap.zzz

during my convo.....

during my conversation with justin...
he told me this....

"other than fav andy. heckcare les, bz jess and emo xf,
there's always free justin. "


how apt.

i love these guys.

TGIF

The food...




















the company




wala-ed with these guys on friday night.
it was good chilling out...talking...
shouting to each other admist the um...band.
and playing 7-UP just so we can finish the drinks.

justin..you're right.
friday nights aint so bad after all.
after a long week of work and late nights.
i really needed that.
love you guys

i'm not a fan of people asking wad i would like for my birthday.
perhaps...
i'm just not used to asking for things.
i would love anything people for me.
something practical would be better definately.
its the thought that counts anyway.

i'll try and think up a list of things i want soon ok?
=(

its club 21 in about 5 weeks.
i'm still thinking if i should get a chalet to celebrate THE day.
but cost is a huge factor.
and since daddy mommy aint forking out anything for me.
i really cant imagine paying every single cent.
i just aint that rich.

i have an ideal party in mind.
but like i said.
its IDEAL.
not realistic.


birthday's were never supposed to be such headache.
just give me a surprise.
abby love surprises.




edgar passed his air grading.
he read my blog and saw me craving badly for donuts.
he said he would get me KK if he could.
i love you edgar. - if you can get me donuts that is-

no larz. kidding. =)

on a happier note....

in the midst of all my sighs and burying my face in my lappie's screen.
my phone vibrated at 11.45pm

"hello" i said.

"where are you?" he asked.

"hall lor"

"then why din pick up the phone? hmm"

"doing work mah. din realized it was vibrating. why?"

"open the gate for me please?"


yeah. my boy appeared at my hall again.
you know...
even though i always sit at my desk hoping he would be here.
or should i say expecting him to be here...

i'll always still be really happy and surprise when he springs up here.

he was decked in his working attire.
how smart.
he smelt really nice.
*sniff*

we went for supper with my roomie again.
i'm telling you.
me and wenjie is so gonna grow fat soon.

the boyfriend is weird.
he wants me to lose weight.
yet he's instigating all the late night supper.

we wanted to purchase my little miss tee on the online spree.
but his ib din work.
sigh. i want i want i want.
its ten bucks cheaper den what they sell at heeren.


i'm heading back to my work.
happy 26 months. =)

i'm this close to break down

i'm tired.
hence the angsty-ness.
my boy's been so busy
he barely has time for me.

i cant fault him.
financial month or year or WADEVA closing.

essays are duing (i know there aint such a word)
i have a maths test tmr.
i've so many things running through my head at this moment.
i'm running on 90% cpu memory.

my head is slowing down.
i'm hanging.
just like how my lappie is gonna die on me.
i think its heating up far too much
i'm sorry darling lappie.
you know i love you.

i've been a major scatterbrain lately
forgetting this and forgetting that.
like seriously.
i think i might just forget to wake up soon.

how nice.

single or double.

can someone just help me with listing of pros and cons for staying in a double room or single room.

i love my roomie.
but there are somethings i wished she was more open to.
just one or two actually.

she's been great.
i'm not gonna complain.
in fact she's been wonderful.

so yeah single or double?
den again.... maybe i dun qualify for single. =(

i love my milo with cream cracker.
WAH. YUM YUM YUM

its probably gonna be my dinner for the next month
still....yum yum...

right now...
i really just want my doooooooooNUTS...

i'll love whoever who gets it for me to bits.
ahhahaha

dooooOOOOOoooNUTS

last week.
i had krispy kremes brought back by shuyi.


and now....i have a crrrrrrrrrrrraving for donuts.
more more more.
=(

i've been checking the donut factory everytime i'm in the area.
but the queue never seems to shorthen
in fact, it keeps getting longer.
=(
i want donuts.

my beethoven.

ignore the irrelevance of the picture to the title.
but yeah.
HE is my beethoven.

although it was only an octave worth of notes
although it was just the most chicken feet song most pianist would say.
my boy played it all nice and sweet.

it was so fun to see how he remembers what i taught him.
it was so fun to see how he wanted the song to be in perfection.
how we took the pain to make sure we played it nice and smooth.

he learnt the piano with a maths brain.
numbering the keys.


i know i sound all mushy...
but he is the cutest.

NLB

am sitting here by a nice glass window...
at the National library.

i do miss the good ol days at the old NLB.
but the view at the 11 floor here is simply gorgeous.

here i'm on wireles. Finally.
with a gorgeous view of raffles hotel. suntec. esplanade. pan pac. shaw.
indoor stadium. and even the sea. PLUS PLUS PLUS

the FERRIS WHEEL~!!

i love the ferris wheel under construction.
i love the 180 view.
i love the small little cars i see.
i love this place.....

doesnt matter that i'm here trying to find information on my essay.
its tough to try to get as much info as i can NOW.
cause the books are not on loan...
=(

it doesnt matter.
the view is simply....
wow.

not in the right state of mind

i have an 830 class tomorrow.
830 MATHS class actually.
it lasts till 1030.
i'll probably be tearing and yawning through it.

i cant last an 830 class when its 3am
and i'm still not asleep.

i'm tired actually.
but my bloody geog assignment is killing.
plotting graphs that are on 3 decimal place on a normal graph paper SUCKS.
when your x value range is 0-80.
i'm upset.

but wad to do when the lecturer doesnt even tell us wad to do????
she gave us the assignment.
and just told us to MEASURE the plot the slope.
which includes gradient, distance... elevation and i dunno wad else.
i dun even wad is needed and wad is not.
thanks ar.
it's weird.

i dun classify this as independent learning actually.
its WAY overboard.

on a lighter note.
SN has accepted my request for practicum there.
i'm very happy.
i love SN so very much.
i hope NIE dun reject me.

went back to SN today.
pictures will be up soon.


oh ya.
my boy made me run 6km+++ today.
it was madness.
i think i walked about 1km+++
and that still made total running distance about 5km.

it is by far.....
THE FURTHEST DISTANCE I HAVE RAN.
it's an achievement man.
FOR ME.

i shouldnt have accepted my new sports shoes.
i knew there were repercussions to it.
=(
ah boy said we should make it a weekly thing.

AHhhhhhhh......
=(((((((((((((
Grace!!!!! I JOGGED TO YOUR HOUSE CAN??????
and BACK~!!!!

my roomie dear just cooked pasta for dinner w campbell soup.
favourite.
but me aint feeling good.
barely ate much.

still feeling drowsy over medicine.
wanna stop.
but i cant.
am still sick.
not fully recovered yet.


datelines datelines datelines.
finished my individual geog assignment already.
finished my survey sampling for techniques of geog too.
that's barely half of my term papers.


i would very much like to do it now.
but i'm in a hibernation mode.
think i'll go run later.
make use of MY SHOES.


hahahah....
hall application for next sem starts next week.
would very much wanna opt for a single room.
but its lonely to stay alone.
its 60 bucks more a month.
i could buy 2 tops with that.
EVERY MONTH.
ha

also it seems that my points aint enough.
oh well.
just get me back to HALL 3.
please.

















to the boy who gave me this.
love you.

on my way to a healthy healthy lifestyle

went shopping at queensway with nd on saturday
to get my yoga mats.
for mommy and myself.
and my boy bought me a pair of sports shoe.

my FIRST pair of sports shoe since JC 1.
since my nike one spoiled when i was in J1
that means.... the last time i owned a pair was 4 years ago.
4 donkey years!!!

YES.
i have been running, jogging, playing basketball, badminton doing PE
in my
SNEAKERS.
no go rite?
i know.
so here.
presenting my newly OWNED sports shoe.

....

...

.

















i FINALLY have no more excuses for not exercising...
hahahah


but i really HAD no proper shoe wad.



sunday was yoga-lala class with mommy.
wah....my bones and muscles and veins and skin were really stretched.
so comfy.
hahah....
felt so healthy after that.

i know i know...its all psychological. =)

ker-CHING...i'm on the unwanted list.

it was mahjong with chongster and mr.JP on friday night.
first round took almost 4 hours larz.
and i won about 70 bucks in total from the nd and JP
i was really really lucky that night.

second round finished in less than 2 hours.
made us wonder what we had been doing for the first round.
nd won about 30+ bucks from the three of us.

making the combined winnings of me and nd almost 100 over.
it was fierce. playing 40c 80c is really fierce.

i love playing mj with jp and chong.
they are so funny.

like how i was waiting for tile to game and JP obviously KNEW that i was on a lucky and winning streak and
made a mental note to chong saying DUN PLAY TONG ZI.
i had man tai already.
and Chong happily threw BA TONG for me to game.

hahah 12.80 from chong and 6.40 from JP!!!
JP almost went bonkers when chong threw the tile.
he pulled his own hair and asked chong wad he did that for...

note: JP was barely left with chips.

CHONG (unsympathetically): but i ting-ing also wad.
JP: chong! YOU only had TWO tai~!!!
CHONG: but but....... i can win wad..... =(


hahahah JP was constantly on the verge of killing chong.
cause JP was on a pretty unlucky streak.
and he played safe and defensive...
but chong kept pulling him into the "shithole"

hahah...
it was funny how JP compared his chips to oh well... *censored*
and how we were taking his dignity away.
he and his fat cat role.
purely hilarious.

although it was 3am
and i was barely sober due to medication.
the guys are really pure fun.



anytime mahjong-ing with you guys.
count me in.


bad luck come in threes....
dun they? =)

sickly sickly me

my throat is hurting badly
feels as though small little thorns are covering it
every time i swallow.
it hurts big time.

everytime i cough.
i just feel like vomiting.

doesnt help that my body temp is rising.
=(

i have no idea why my post arent UP~!!!

birthday weekend.....

Happy birthday chong-ster.
bring on your si tai wu tai.





















Happy birthday stead....
time to be a lady all pretty and sweet ok?
hope you like your nina ricci.

















Happy birthday viv dear..
its been 11 years.
more than half of how much i've lived.
our bball days at the shorter net.
before we moved on to the higher net.

our primary school teletubbies day.
to our bunny frens.
now.... you should just be known as my greatest pal.
no matter how far we are
and how we always dun meet up.


i still love you babe.