Monday, July 30, 2007

hall issues

it seems like i might not be getting a hall this sem.
due to overwhelming responses from the dragon freshies.
argh.

let's just hope my timetable will work out something nice to me.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

bintan blues

the weather never once did supported us for our 3 days trip to bintan.
talk about bringing tank tops and suntan lotion.
=(

sunny bintan was totally.
not.
instead i was decked in sweater most of the time.

but still it was fun.
the sailors rocked.
love them.

our crazee buggy driver chong.
ben the cook.
cheryl and her king-of-cards bf.
thunderstorm ven.
grace and her jack-master bf.
and lastly,
my super random and i dunno wad's wrong with his brain bf.
another better name for him would perhaps be king-of-mahjong andy.

day and night of taidee. in between. blackjack and mj.
awesome.
go kart rocks.
so did ATV. -grace. why did you leave so early...-

more when the pictures come.
CHERYL~!!!

Sunday, July 15, 2007

i wish i can take the pain away from you.
i wish that i could turn back time
just so we could done things differently.

be strong girl.
i know you will be.
hugs.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

back to school

last week practicum in the primary school was crazee.
i think i really got a too nice face for kids.
i love kids.
so its really hard for me to draw the line.
my 2 other trainee frens and i took turns to relief the same class.
they never had much problems.
but i had so much.
the kids were totally not listening to me.

i have an angry face.
dun i?

i realized that i cant beat their screams and voices.
i cant even hear myself.
this kid offered me a bell.
he told me,
"teacher, if you ring the bell, we will keep quiet"
i just smiled at him.

i refuse to ring the bell in order to get their attention.
it felt like....they were dogs. or i dunno wad?
i just din like it.
maybe i should have.

oh well.
this primary 2 girl was really adorable.
the first day i went to her class...
she asked if i was from primary 6.
and she called me jie jie.
i was like omg no. i'm not from p6.
den she asked if i was 18.
i said 21.
and her next sentence...wah you're an adult. so do you have a bf??
ha...i said no. to shut her up.
ha.

on my last day of school..
i went to her class again.
i was teaching her group maths.
and she said," jie jie, i hope you can give us good results"
omg. i couldnt bear to tell her it was my last day.

but its weird.
kids nowadays are scary.
they are calling their frens bossy, bitch and stupid.
they can tell me...
teacher...he very slow and stupid one. and he dun talk.
so irritating. he's like that one.
gosh.
i dun remember doing that when i was p2.

madness.
what are kids learning nowadays?
sigh.

being anal.

on my way back to hall yesterday.
i was going up the bus.
in front of me was this filipino like lady.
she SUDDENLY stopped in front of me while going up the stairs.
so i accidentally stepped on her.
i apologised. I DID.

ok.
apparently she was waiting for her i dunno who behind her.
but who the hell stops suddenly when you're going up the bus and turn around and wait.
like just GET UP THE BLOODY bus larz.

ok nevermind.
so since i couldnt wait behind her and stop the people behind me from getting up.
so i proceeded walking past her first.
and you know WAD THAT BLOODY WOMAN DID????


SHE STEPPED ON ME!!!
did i mention i was wearing slippers and nursing a blister from wearing shoes and walking around in school????
tmd.

ok nevermind.
i tot...its ok ya noe. i'm not gonna make a huge fuss over it.
but natural reaction when someone steps on you is that you'll turn back and see who rite?
so i turned back.
and this is wad she said..


" what. just now you stepped on me WAD!"
she spoke it with that... you purposely stepped on me so i'm stepping you back cause its ONLY right.

I just looked at her with the wtf omg you're damn CHILDISH face.
i laughed at her.
and she diao-ed me.

that got me freaking pissed.
and bitchy.

so since she decided to nicely sit infront of me.
i called my boy and started saying OUT LOUD.
"some bitch just stepped on me."
she tried to turn back and look at me from the corner of her eye.
and i just smiled at her.

hmm.....
seriously.
you're like 30 plus...
and you're freaking acting like a kid.

wait. even kids dun act like that.
gosh.
woman. grow UP.

Thursday, July 05, 2007

in a really bad mood now.
registering of modules is driving me nuts.

cant register for the NON-EXAMINABLE geog module this sem.
which is bad.
because i really needed one less exam for this sem
cause i foresee maths being a really tough.
really really tough.
i havent been doing well for maths.
struggling and barely surviving.
both maths modules.
so i really need the ONE LESS exam to work extra harder for this sem's maths.

and now?
all screwed up cause they opened a really small class.
and people SAT IN FRONT of the com the entire morning to register.


what happened to practicum????
why you all SOOOOOO free...
i had lessons straight leaving me NO time to register lar
and by the time i'm home to register.
it's full.


one way is to take 5 modules this sem.
and take 3 geog modules next sem.
once again NOT advisable since i plan to do my elective next sem.

someone just sort me out. please
or should i just anyhow whack an elective this sem.
i refuse to actually.


haiya
just kill me. please

Sunday, July 01, 2007

i HAVE TO KEEP THIS

i am going to lose weight.
half a kg a week.

i dun care.
i will and i must.