uni's just starting to look a little better.
seeing a few familar faces do make me feel more homely?
my og mates are pretty great too.


did i mention that the maths lecturer told us that...
there are a handful of maths students a year who had to go for counselling cause they couldnt take the maths syllabus?
very stressful apparently.
f***.
now i'm scared.
maths is my core sub.
which means....i'm in for it for 4 years.
4 freaking long years.
4 freaking i dunno wad crazy modules i read.




someone PLEASE tell me i'm doing it right.




please give me hall 3.
please.

i realized i hadnt been updating for a pretty long time.
oh well...
things been really packed.

i first went on a short and boring trip to genting last week.
came back. barely rest.
and had to head off to my nie orientation camp.
camp was pretty ok. met a couple of fellow SA peeps....
some i liked. and of course some i DUN.
and once again i learn the world was small.
if time allows i'll post pictures up of the camp soon.

not now. i'm really sick
just a 2 night camp was enough to let the bugs invade me and kill me.
fever. cough. flu. dehydration. zzzzz

and the next few days would once again be packed with talks and more bonding activities.
schools starting in about a week plus...
and i've yet to settle hall stuffs...
wish me luck.




to you:
i'm sorry things had to turn out this way yesterday.
for all the times i've disappointed you
i'm really sorry.
i dunno wad else to say.

i hope you do know i love you very much.

i suddenly feel that i'm going into it alone.
and that i would be stuck in the ulu west of singapore all by myself.


just wished that there were more frens going into the same school as i am.
or even staying in hall too.
i also wish i din had to stay back in jc for another year.


den... at least i would have my fellow st nicks fren in NTU too.
i seriously feel very alone this time round.
and i hate being alone.


doesnt help that i'm a rather anti-social person
who takes a very long time to warm up to people.


i'm so gonna move into the emo mood.


friends, PLEASE come and accompany.
i wouldnt mind sleeping on the floor
just to let you have the bed.

i love simple meals like this.
it means so much and taste so darn good. =)

After a looooooonng bus ride to Changi Village.....
had to queue for a loooong time for........


















THIS~!
changi village famous -super long queue- nasi lemak.















After which we had to wait for Ben and Robin to pick us up since Grace and Michelle got a little lost.


And then we spotted....
















STORM CLOUDS.!!! *horrors*
















waiting and calling. waiting and calling....












FINALLY....CSC!! Sailing here we come.



And so....
we started trying our best to remember how to rig up a boat.
a NON power pac boat at that...
omg.

and it was followed by sailing...
under the sorching sun.
to the brewing storm.
riding the waves. - i saw WHITE caps- *scared*
and lastly, the big painful drops of rain.

all kinds of weather,
bringing back all kinds of memory.


had a pathetic mini race with grace.

helms of the day:
grace and andy.

crews of the day:
michelle and me
respectively.

and half way thru the "race"....

i got "dumped" into the sea.
and the helm wanted to abandon the crew.
oh darn it.



oh yesh.... and we got HORNED by a big big cargo ship.
ha.... COOL..



SaiLINg still ROCKS!!

one can never truly understand the joy of sailing till you experience it.
i'm gonna be like grace...
get ALL my frens hooked.


i'll consider joining NTU sailing.
JUST so that i can ____ *winks*




We met up at Chong's place that night.
for a supposely sailing gathering which failed miserably.....












and thus...
mahjong night.



Thank you all for the splendid day...
i wouldnt mind having it many times more.

NOTHING in the world beats sailing....

it would be great if i was able to take photos of us sailing.
but no..... sea water and camera is a no go.
that's unless if i have the olympus one.
oh well.....

details of my sailing saturday will be up later with the aid of pictures.
otherwise it will be too wordy for comfort reading.


to sum it all up.


I LOVE SAILING!!!

more sailing outing please please please.




oh yesh..NTU biz rejected by appeal.
saw it coming.
alright.
a teacher i shall be.
call me Ms Goh...


it doesn't really sound right.
i actually dun like it. =(

ONLY was it this morning that i suddenly realized....





"Where did my burgee go?!!?"






OK.
i seriously cant remember...
i remembered seeing it at home.
but den dat might have been before interschool last year?
ya. ONE YEAR AGO?

did i lend it to someone?
did someone borrow it from me?
i remembered asking someone to take it back from NSC for me.
hmmm....
it's too eye-catching to miss it in my room wad.


ok please let me know if it's with any of you ok?
because that's my darling burgee who have served me well....
yes.

the one with one side orange and one side coloured black.
i ruined it myself. yes i know.



on a much much much happier note.
I'm going SAILING tomorrow!!!


wHhoOoooOOooooooooPie!!!!

grocery shopping was shelved off yesterday.
i was just too tired to prepare dinner from scratch.

so it was just walking to and fro bukit batok central
searching for nice food.
settled for kfc though.

not the best dinner dishes....
but definately the best dinner company.





right now...
i'm waiting for you to call and tell me you pass.
just so that i could immediately take half day
and go find you.

i'm so tired at this moment...
i feel like hiding under the table and sleep.
and it doesnt help that i'm listening to my sister's ipod.
soapy saddy tear inducing korean songs.


my gosh...
zZzzZzzzzz.....



off to the supermarket after work.
my turn to prepare dinner for us.
yawnz........
i figured i might just fall asleep by the stove.



on a more violent note.
i feel like stabbing my boss.

he came up with funny ideas again...
so now i have to re-edit and label about 60 over files.

at this rate it's going...
i'll probably have to work till school starts???
sigh...



anybody needs a job?

fly away.....

i went to swissotel today.
for the SIA air stewardess interview.
after filling up the form
it took me about 15 mins of waiting...
before i stood up and walk out of the waiting room.


2 reasons.

1. i felt out of place.... *i'm seriously still a little girl*
2. i din have time to wait for the 100++ people in front of me.


a fun and relaxing mahjong game was waiting for me at chong's place.







i felt like the luckiest girl in the world on friday.
guess why.

i love my boy.