You know life is getting sad when its almost 2am
and i'm still sitting here at my desk typing my academic discourse skill reader response.

i love my roomie.
we share almost similar taste in food.
she bought campbell chunky back to hall
just when i was thinking about it just now.
yum.
it is actually such a happy sight that our food rack is all packed.

heh...we'll grow fat. i just know it.

went jogging again just now.
the other we went jogging round the loop round the hall 8-15.
today we conquered the NIE round.
maybe we shall try the Campus round next time.

that's a big ass round.
i'll probably be NOT able to walk the next day.
and lazy me...
i'll probably run halfway and grab a shuttle bus back for the next half.


this is not a good way to go.
i have an 830 class tmr.
and 6 hours sleep is so NOT enough for me.

on a brighter note.
beach tmr with my boy
ooooo...... sentosa.. =)

Just three simple words.

I.

Love.

You........

Happy 2 years darling.

quite like my desktop at this moment.
the cute little icons.
and my organiser at the corner that show my to-do-list
WIDGETS..!!! haha i feel so organised.
let me self-delude for awhile.

WaTCH OUT!!

had my FIRST driving lesson yesterday.

ooo.. it wasnt as bad as i expected it to be.
stalled ONCE.
at THIS particular traffic light slightly before Millenia Institute.
its always there that i have problems with moving off from stop.
haha...give me some chance ok?
i was panicking¬!!!
super duper kan chiong.
hahah....

i think i did my turns pretty well.
haha....tend to be a little violent though.
i think its the daytona i play.
it's the only time i actually drive a car wad.
hahah...

ha. realized i have the tendency to speed up too.
NEED FOR SPEED
jialat.
dangerous driver here ok?
haha OH YA.
and i have the tendency to hold the steering wheel with one hand too!!
i know where that bad habit came from.
ahha.....

heh...baby baby....lemme drive your car PLease........ *smuacks*


went for supper with my roomie, ben mich and baby.
banana honey prata.
yum yum.
came back to hall straight after and slept.
felt darn piggie. oh well. =)

suffering from major cramps now.
which is so preventing me from doing work.
eeee AGRH¬!

PicTures from Justin's 21st

The Usual Gang i supposed.




















Haha... Poor Justin was really trying
super duper hard to blow them out.
I swear.
It wasnt easy.
No more Fish and Co birthdays.
Thankfully he's only 21 with TWO big and ONE small candle.
imagine 29.....
















Oh yesh...we love you Jus....but you din have to do this.
*haha smuacks*




















Phang was ALL decked in proper and nice attire ok?
with a nice bag too.
We were all so stunned to see him.
TILL we saw the sandals.
Spoiler!!
















Phang, The B-day Boy with his present, Nd and Les.
Its a gorgeous watch ok.

And the BIG PROCRATINATOR SPEAKS

After 2 and half years since i took my basic theory
after 2 years since i took my final theory.

I'M FINALLY GONNA START ON MY PRACTICAL.

damn it man.
sometimes i really am a huge procrastinator.
so clever and wonderful rite?

2 years eh.
i think i'm the pro.


heh... dun scold me ok?
love you.

i woke up this morning feeling all awful.
yes...i AM still pretty much upset.

spend 2 hours + travelling to school by bus.
enjoyed it.
even though i was dozing in and out of sleep most of the time.

i've a great sense of guilt in me now.
dun ask why.
i dun even noe why i'm even blaming myself.

week 2 of sem 2.
things seem to be going quite ok.
keeping up with my work.
esp for maths. which is wonderful!!

just went to do the laundry.
sneaked in when a girl opened the door earlier on.
but i'm currently locked out.
cause there's something wrong with my key.
and i'm classified as a 'INVALID USER' according to the scanner.

so yesh.
my roomie and my clothes are probably spinned dry.
but i cant go collect them.
=(

gonna go out for lunch.
i'm starving.

it sucks to know that things are more or less planned.
and you're all ready to get a ticket
only to know that someone changed her mind and words.
AGAIN.

i hate it when she does that.
i just feel like i've been cheated all my life.

right now.
i'm just feeling freaking awful.
as though i'm to be blame for everything.

dun cancel the trip please.
just go ahead with it.
i will feel better.

i hope.

seriously.
i'm sorry i'm giving a really black and bad face now.
my mood is terrible.
but just let me be.

i wanna throw it all out.
but it seems that no one truly understands.

MORNING everyone.

i miss my daddy mommy sista and brother.
although the 2 latter is more to pissing me off then wad.
i still miss them.

to think i've only been in hall for 2 nights.
jialat.

it's super tiring to wake up every morning at 8 larz.
830 lessons are terrible.
sometimes i was thinking.
maybe it doesnt really make a huge diff if i wake up at 6 and head to school from home.
sigh.

maths ar maths.
seriously out to kill me.

just realized i have to keep my GPA at above 3.7
by the end of Year 2.
so that in YEar 3 and 4.
i can get like 5000 a year.
i dunno how i'm gonna survive without that about 400 a month.
hall expenses. bills.
1000 now is a luxury man.

i want my 2nd upper.
have to work harder.
yawn....

off to school¬!

my boy

just had a not so nice convo with my boy.
it sucks to quarrel.
but sometimes...
it really feels as though we dun understand each other.
i'm sorry.
i was too harsh i guess.

it was great last nice.
rushed down to his place straight after GESL.
so late. cabbed down and i reached only at 8.10 like that.
and i boarded the cab at 19.55.
So...THERE's WAS 2 bucks surcharge.
i'm so sad.

but everything else made up for it.
a nice hot piping noodle with lotsa of yummay egg.
my dear cooks a mean bowl of instant noodles man.
and later fell asleep while he was playing DOTA.

The perfect dose was dear drove me back to hall when i was
EXPECTING to take a bus back already.


you were such a sweet heart. thanks

Had to come all the way home from ulu Hall.
To pick up my new sim card.
cause M1 happily de-activated my old sim card.
couldnt survive without a phone.
a 2 hour journey home i MUST make.
how sad rite.


its been a fun-filled weekend.
Two 21st birthdays.
Lijie and Justin.

Friday was lijie's.
In a room at panpac.
i dun think it went as it was planned.
but fun it was nonetheless.
Taboo was hilarious.
so was dadee and bridge my dear viv and wei.

Justin's was yesterday.
At fish and co.
Hope you like your prezzie dude.

Remind me never to have my bday celebrated at fish and co ok?
i dun think i can ever do the blow a candle while i'm standing up on the chair.


Happy birthday to the 2 of you.
that should be all for the 21 year old jan babies.
Pictures up soon.
When i get it... that is.

hall 3 peeps

small puan. medium mich and fat ben had been wonderful peeps
they helped me move my stuffs over just the other day.

and we were played da-dee.
puan purposedly lost so she could hurry back to hall and study.
these peeps are the most fun.

borrowed dingyi's mahjong the other day
and we mj-ed till late.
wanted to die.
i was tearing the next day.

i still miss home though.

i have a nice roomie.
and a nice hall.
wenjie is so sweet.
she bought me fruits to eat cause i'm sick.
i'll take pictures someday and upload it into my blog.
my lousy fujitsu dun have bluetooth... unlike wenjie's POWER ibook.
*jealous*

i'm so freaking bored now.
was supposed to meet baby dear.
but last min the aRmeee kept him in.
i'm sad.

i'm going thru major pms today.
the weather's not helping.

completed my maths tutorial one already.
how's that?
i'm on my second one which is a little tougher.
i want my second upper honours.
dun stop me.

boy boy. i promise i'll lose my 5kilos. OK?
i TRY

2007 here i come

it's almost a week into the new year.

i have no resolutions.
that's cause i know i'll never stick to them.
maybe i'll stick to one.
lose my flabs.

one is enough for me to stick by.
i'll try ok dear?

so 2006 just came and went.
real fast.
maybe caused it was because i started working.
time flies when you're working.
you're just so caught up in the routine that you dun realize 8 months flew by just like that.
i was at the law firm for 8 months.
it really never felt that long.

den it was the decision of my life.
to sign THE bond with MoE.
there are times when i still regret it.
to teach for 4 years.
i really dunno if i can do it.

i'm in.
no more looking back.

signing this bond really made me grew up.
i feel.
i look at things so differently.
it's the responsibility.
to take things seriously.
to do well.
to think of my future.

one sem have passed in uni.
3 and a half years more to go in NIE.
7 half to completing my bond.
man....



i'll post more on my NY celebration soon.
right now.
i'm mourning over the lost of my hair.
and fretting over the horrible cut i'm sporting now.
help.