The Guy

The guy who loves you,
can't tell you the reason why he loves you.
He only knows that, in his eyes,
you are the only one.

The guy who loves you,
although he always makes you mad,
but whatever he has done is for your own good.

The guy who loves you, seldom praises you.
But in his heart, you are the best.
Only he knows it.

The guy who loves you,
will scold or complain if you didn't reply his messages or answer his calls
because he cares for you.

The guy who loves you , only drops his tears in front of you.
When you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart ,
the heart which beats for you.T

he guy who loves you ,
will remember every word you said ,
even if accidentally.
And he will use the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who loves you,
will not give any promises that easily
because he don't want to break the promise.
He wants you to believe him
and give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

guy who loves you, always tells you not to think too much,
because he has already planned it for you.
He wants to give you the best life in the future.
He wants to give you a surprise,
believing that he can do it.

The guy who loves you,
maybe can't remember those special occasions like anniversaries,
but he does know that, every second he lives,
he's loving you, no matter what day is it.

The guy who loves you,
won't say "I love you" that easily,
because everything he has done for you
already shows that he love you.
He will only say it at the special situations
because he don't want you to misunderstand.
He wants you to know that he really loves you.

The guy who really loves you,
will feel that sometimes certain things only have to say once
because he thought that you might already understand him.
If talk so much,
he will feel that there's nothing you will cherish.

The guy who loves you,
will go to the airport to fetch you
but he won't carry a bunch a rose
and call you darling like what you expect.
He will carry your luggage and ask you
" Why are you becoming that thin within two days?"
with his sincere heart.

The guy who loves you,
will listen quietly to you when you are mad.
When you have finished,
he will say " You still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier."
with a smile.

The guy who loves you,
don't know whether he should call you when you are angry
but he will send a message to you after few hours.
If you ask him why he called that late,
he will say "When you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish.
But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works."

The guy who loves you,
always treat you like a little girl.
But everytime he want to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who loves you,
don't like little toys like teddy bears,
but he will always put the bear you gave him at his bed.

The guy who loves you,
while quarrelling,
he will apologize although you are the one who's wrong.
But later, he will say
" Baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself."

The guy who loves you, seldom say sweet words.
But you know, his kisses have already transfer all his passion to you.

The guy who loves you,
if he can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy so that he will not have any time to think of you.
Because he knew, if he didnt, he will keep on missing you.




now i know....
happy 20.
i love you

11 Sep

hall office sent me an email saying....

You WILL be getting a room mate soon.


28 Sep

Hall office sent me an email again....

You MAYBE getting a room mate soon.



make up your mind~!!!
haha...surprises comes as big shocks at times.

i have a new name...
" teacher jie jie"

how sweet...

somehow...my mind is still playing around with the idea of choosing the primary track or secondary track.
i love kids... so primary IS very tempting.
and secondary school syllabus is no doubt getting HARDER and HARDER
day by day.

i refuse to surrender to this challenge though.



anyway...that aside

went to kusu island yesterday.
on a gorgeous yacht.
andy's uncle almost 700k yacht.

i love the boat.
i love the sea.

going at that speed.
the sea breeze.
the beautiful coastline from west coast to sentosa to kusu.
even though all i saw was ports after ports.
it's a different perspective.
and i love it to bits.

did i mention...
i fell off the boat while trying NOT to be pulled into the water.
so i got more than just getting wet.
yeah. bruises.


thanks dear for coming to pick me up from home in the wee hours of the morning.
i know we were BOTH tired and sleepy.
but you still made the extra effort to come over.
i enjoyed the drive to your place!!
you're the best driver around. heh.
*heart* you

ha. driving along the expressway and roads at 6+ on Sunday morning is wonderful.
No cars. No jam.


i sense that i'm becoming spoilt.
either drive me around please?
or my second option would be the cab.
heh....... where did my love for bus rides go???

i just wanna do well and finish this crap up.


it doesnt seem to be going the way i want to.
sigh.
to those who said that uni life is nothing as compared to JC.
CRAP!~!!!

give me back my JC days.
anytime.
i miss you.


friday at sera's performance was nice.
felt that it was a little chim for me to understand.
but perhaps it was cause i was under strong medication.
my mind wasn't functioning much.

grace darling drove.
supper followed. yummy.
i see little "babies" developing.
company was great.
but i miss my girls.....
if only i had saturday instead.

went home for a short 6 hours today.

went for dinner with daddy and mommy.
sigh.
i miss them...

i actually DO miss them.

cant wait to be home during the weekends.

Critical Perspectives module's presentation was FANTASTIC.
the class loved it...and so did i~!!

the weeks of preparation.
the early morning today.

thanks adeline, naz, simin and jeslyn.
couldnt have done it without you guys!!


hope we all aced it.


ON 3 NTM now.... go figure.

it just rained...
and i'm feeling really emo tonight.

i guess its the whole idea of when i'm FINALLY feeling more settled in hall.
this whole having the entire room to myself idea.
enjoying every moment of silence.

it might be lonely at times.
but i'm loving it.


the news of me having a new roomie soon....
is not a least bit making me happy.
in any way.

i dun want a roomie.
i wanna be alone.
i like being alone.

please roomie....
i actually really dun want you to come.
i'm sorry.


what if she stinks?
what if she is damn messy?
what if she snores?
what if i dun like her?
what if she's damn irritating?
sigh...

i dunno want a roomie.
i miss home.
i miss you.
i miss my mommy, my daddy, my sista...and my brother.
i miss you you you.



it's a sad night okay.

i'm getting.........


A ROOMIE soon....


eeks...i dunno to be sad or happy.

mummy's gonna cook something nice for dinner tmr.
supposedly for me.

sigh. that's till i told her i'm going back to school in the morning
and wouldnt be coming home.


sigh. sometimes.
i do hate hall life.

school IS getting more and more tiring.

i need a breather.

my boy had been really sweet.
trying to make things easier for me.
offering to pick me up from school whenever he could.

i cant wait for the time you enter NTU.


i'm gonna fail the maths test i took on friday.
and why am i not surprised.
maths is draining..... very very draining.
i wouldnt be surprised if one day i suffer a mental breakdown.
now i know wad the dean meant by "ENJOY MATHS"


i'm doubly sad as my laptop cant seem to be able to access YAHOO GAMES.
i dunno why.
can someone please enlighten and save this COM IDIOT here?
i wanna play my Text Twist and Word Mojo.
I WANT I WANT.

but everytime i click on the game.
the entire window closes???

sigh oh sigh. help help.

life has its ways of playing jokes on us.

we should just live life the way it's planned out for us.
simple.
dun think too deeply.


i'm apprehensive.
*laughs*

i sometimes dunno wad the hell is up with me.
i'm just venting my anger on people who dun deserve it.
i'm sorry.
i'm really sorry.

give me time to find myself back.
school IS tiring me out.
maybe its just the long months of not schooling since after exams.
too big a transition.

project after projects.
group work after group work.
gave me a strong realization that....
i actually dun really like working with others.


it's quite amazing how many different ages there are in my classes.
people from 27 with kids. to people barely turned 19.
how different people thinks.
how different people act and react.
how different people carry themselves.

i sat down and looked around.
realized that there are people i do admire.
and people i just hate to the core.

did i mention people i dun like....are usually people i have to cross my path with?
sigh oh sigh.



my baby boy drove me back to hall last night.
after hours of MJ.
i love to be driven....
i'm a pampered child man.

every girl wants to feel like a princess...
i'm no different.


5 days till its down....