today is union day...
i dunno wad the hell is union day all about.
but no lessons from 10am-2pm sounds good.

ha....but i only have 2 hours of lessons on thurs which starts at 930.

so 1030 and i was on my way back home.
i miss my home. so glad to be back.
even if it's only for a couple of hours.

shall make a 2 hour trip back to hall later.


got done with printing my entire notes for my calculus module.
i hate maths.
sigh. i do i do.



viv...thanks for yesterday.
i love you.

i think i'm going blind.

my left eye hurts bad when i rub it.
it feels like there's a big huge pimple in the INSIDE.
or like there's a bad bad bruise.

wadeva it is....
it's just PAINFUL~!!!!



last evening...
we had NTUYC main com meeting.
yours truly is doing publicity...
which i think is gonna be sooooo FUN.

tee-shirt designing.
poster designing.
flyers.
publicity.

gonna help michele dear who's the biz management
with liasing for sponsers.... - which i DUN THINK we can find-
but sounds interesting anyway.

so anyway....
the sailing main comm....
is made up of...... 20 people...
out of which.....
10 are formally....



SAJC SAILORS~!!!!!

hahah..... talk about dominating..

went for supper with ben and mich after at hall 2.
and there we started meeting frens and realized...
eh..... i know your fren.
eh i know him too...
eh eh EH~!!!!!

yesterday,
my boy cooked me carrot and potato soup.
all i can say is THANK YOU THANK YOU dear.

it probably wasnt the BEST soup i've ever drank.
but hey....
he prepared it from scratch ok.
how often do people get treatment like that....

i feel so pampered and blissful.
i love my boy.



the day before...
the girls came over to my hall......
and it was hilarious.

"taken from lijie's blog"

1. wei wei knows how to play bridge,
just don't get her to be your partneryou will die
because she will trumph your card
and happily go "yayy!" with the cutesy handsign
then ask why everybody is laughing at her
and she did it more than once to me
if you were her opponent,
then it would really quite funny to watch

2. vivien can't play tai tee
she thinks she can put down 5.6.7 as a set
then proceed to ask me why
we were laughing and frothing at the mouth..


my girls are funny.

i realized i havent been updating my blog.

but do spare me as my laptop has yet to arrive and
staying in hall gives me no access to internet.


hall life's been ok.
i guess.
i'm just really tired at this moment cause i studied till 3 last night.
talk about crazy.

but being alone in that quiet room gets quite lonely
and hence all i wanna do is bury myself in books.
which is good.
cause f***ing maths is killing me.

oh sigh.

tired and stoned are the only 2 words in my mind now.
the daily wakes at 530am.
the 2 hours ++ bus rides to boonlay.
and the 2 hours rides back home is starting to drain the crap out of me.

i cant wait to move into hall now.
i'm sooooo jaded.
the long 3-5 hours of breaks in btw lessons are killing me too.

my gosh.
it's only week one ok.


my room is more or less done up.
alittle more shifting and deco would be nice.
interested parties just call me ok?
i would very much love your piece of artwork.


i dun think i've a roomie.
so i'm only taking the right side of the room.
how sad.
-sings- lonely~ i'm so lonely~ i've nobody~ all on my Oooown....

i'm feeling pretty broke too.
cause i've been paying every single shit i can think of paying since school started.
name it.
laptop.
hostel deposit.
thumb drive.
fees.
hall deco and stuff.
every pieces of shit...
my gosh...
my MOOOOooooLAHs????


i love my boy.
for bringing down ALL my things for hall.
for cleaning up my ENTIRE room when i was having my 2 hour lesson.
for the photoframe he made effort for.
for driving me home.
i cant thank you any more.



p.s: i miss you my girls. i'm sorry i missed our nights out.

I'VE BEEN TAGGED!

tagged by my cousin AGAIN~!!

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

INSTRUCTIONS:

1. Do the following without complaining.

2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours.

3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say that he/she has been tagged.

4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

FAVOURITES

-color: blue.

-food: chocolates

-song: " i think i love you"

-drink: green tea

-sport: sailing

-show: CSI

CURRENT

-mood: depress.

-figure: better than last time. =)

-clothes: sleeping tee and school shorts.

-desktop image: a beautiful picture of venice.

-time: midnight.

-tv program: i'm in front of the com. NO tv.

-best friend: i dun have a BEST fren. just many GOOD ones

-crush: nobody.

-lie: i'm not tired.

-kiss: guess who?

-breakup: i dun intend to.

-cry: just the other day.

JUST

-ate: porridge from chinatown.

-drink: water

-challenge myself: to make things right.

-catch: er... i dunno?

-watch: some funny video on youtube.

-finished: showering, eating, talking to my frens

HAVE YOU EVER

-dated one of your best friends: i dun have BEST frens.

-been yelled at: DUH

-been on tv: YA. dun remind me. *puke*

-embarrassed yourself in public: all the time.

-sing infront of others: yesh. and i dun like it.

-been slapped: yes.

THINGS

-4 things you did today: mop the floor. sweep the floor. msn. sms.

-4 sounds you can hear right now: my boy's voice, the fan, msn beep beep and the wind blowing.

The Chosen Five to do this!

if you're bored. just do it.

i'm not gonna target anyone.

it's always the case whereby you want something so much but you'll never get it.
i call it karma.

and so....
no Hall 3 for me.
Hall 14 is given instead.

oh well....
i really would like to appeal for a change to the prettier hall 3
but i guess it's a little too tedious and cumbersome,
given the limited amout of time i have left due to my pretty late application.


oh well.
i guess i'll just have to settle for Hall 14 first and
hope to move out to Hall 3 come the next sem.
hope is the word now.



moving time. coming soon.

it hurts so much that so that pain doesnt feel the same anymore.


i've changed.
or maybe its just the both of us that have.

i wish to correct the mistakes i've done.
i used to be the girl that always made you smile.
i'm no longer the one to now.

i'm sorry you're angry with me 24/7.
maybe it's just that you cant stand me anymore.
i'm sorry that you have to think of me this way.
and i really dunno why.


maybe you're right. maybe.
love hurts. i hate it when love hurts.

i wanna bury my face in my hands
and stop the tears from rolling down.


all i wanna do is have you smiling.