i'm still trying to smile and be happy.

today hasn't been a great day once again.
trying so hard to be optimistic.

but its true that when you're feeling down and low.
really.
everything seems against you.
nothing.
Nothing goes the way you want.


i waited 45 mins for a bus today.
just imagine.

my driving retest is now at dated 05/01/08
just freaking imagine AGAIN.
that's like how long later.

i really dunno how much worst my life can go at this moment.




on a really low. low. note.
maybe its really god's calling to go back to church.