seriously...it doesnt make a difference

wearing a life jacket and not.
seriously dun make much of a difference.

i almost drowned once.
and i WAS wearing a life-jacket.

remembered capsizing once during training.
and my sail was on top of me.
my lifejacket got hooked to some part of the boom.
and the boat was overturning.
i was caught in between the boat trying to force me down and me trying to push myself up to the surface.

it was terrible.
trying to find my way out of the sail...
struggled and the life jacket finally got unhooked.
drank loads of water and was choking like mad when i surfaced.



suddenly i realized..
drowning was the worst way to die.
i wonder how he felt....