failures is the mother of all success.


whoever came up with this is totally bullshit.
i know i'm turning all pesstimistic...
but seriously...blame me.


its all crap when you were younger...your parents tells you that
its ok if you fail...just pick yourself up and you'll succeed.
since when is it true?


at least not for me.


i'm just so tired of picking the pieces up.
if failing means falling down....
i'm very sure my knees are all bruised now.
in fact...i might just shatter every piece of bone in my knee.


how many times do i have to fail before i could succeed.
i cant fail anymore.
i have only one last chance to fail.
just one.


i'm trying hard.
studying hard.
i really am.
believe me.