sick of life

climbing up the freaking mountain
covered with snow
beneath it
the thick rocks.
peeking out of the snow occasionally
blocking every step forward you take.
you're all alone on this
no one to guide
no one to lead
you're all by yourself.
suddenly..
everything collapse.
an avalanche.

someone told me never to give up.
to fight on.
dun let destiny overcome me.
i told him i wouldnt.
but how long can i last.
i'm tired.
i just want to lie on the white cover
and never wake up.

reality is never good.
that's why there's fairytales.
dreamland.
where everything's perfect.
i'm looking forward to my fairytale
with my teddy bear.