5 down and 4 to go.
YESH......... i'm half way there.*yeah*


just gave up going to the movies with baby over studying at home.
cant believe i actually finally chose to stay home and study....
but i guess its the better choice...
i can play in a week's time....
so i should better put in the extra hard work now and make little sacrifices...
before i regret it later.


but i'm still feeling a little sad...

had a small disagreement with him last night...
and i really din like the how he made me felt....
it really aint my fault that my mom is so restrictive.
or maybe it is...........
too much bad stuffs in sec school i guess.

sigh.......i hate spoiling people's mood.
and i hate being angry with him.
almost blurted out stuffs that i know its just a fit of anger....
but words said can never be retreated...




just've been so foul tempered lately.
and its just accentuates the guilt i've in me.



sometimes just feel that i make people's life unpleasant.
and me walking into their life's are just their sheer bad luck.