unexplainable

i dun wish to see things between us turn so sour.
getting mad at each other each and every day isnt the best way to survive.
i wish i can be more certain of myself
and have more faith.

but perhaps...
it would be easier for you to understand if you knew wad happened.

its true that the past will always haunt you.
someway or another.
its not that i dun trust you or love you.
its just the thought of history repeating itself that i fear.

but i know you arent like the others.
i know.
so give me time to redeem myself.
a part of me is still secretly and painfully praying that
i wont be bitten yet again.