whirlwind of emotions

results for sem 2 are out.
din do well.
in my opinion.
i dunno since when i've become so result-oriented and competitive.

but like andy said.
its maybe cause i'm comparing with my frens.
as long i can get my honours,
i should be happy rite.
since there's no diff in pay btw 3rd and 2nd class lower.

sigh.
did worst then last sem.
no As.
but maths was slightly better.
one B one C.
sigh.
and the one i got C for was the one i was more confident and studied harder for.
darn it right?
right.

i think this is it.
i need to switch my major to geog.

i'm freaking upset.
now i dunno if i'm eligible for exchange.
and i still need to work darn hard for year 2.

in short.
screw it.