funfair was a blast... i think
i guess i had a great time meeting up with all my frens.
hardly spent a shit coupon.
hahahaha...


to bingz...for hitting my balloon away and bullying me. thanks! *i had fun* enjoy ya backpacking trip. take care~!


alvyn for drumming so well and crapping with me. miss you.


buddy.. for getting me my slippers *a big huge thanks* and elmo balloon(which got hit away)


ben.. for making walk under the hot sun with you and your melted chocs from france~! =)


caleb for crapping with me. heh...enjoy ya trip at KL


and edgar dear for getting the huge ernie balloon and pretty orchids~!!


hahah....ven..mich...wanting..jos...yeanling...sera..lijie..angelo.
thanks everybody~!!!!


heh...i had like 100 bucks worth of coupons...
apparently no one bothered to spent in and chuck it all to me when e left.
haha....went last min "shopping" with them...
and just buy whatever shit that's left.
got poor grace a shirt~!!
hahaha....


to ven and bingz...
study harder for ya test ok.

funfair's tmr.
and i cant help but think that it's gonna be a flop~!
oops.
the bands are great though.

couldnt sail today cause my back hurts..
and wind was fabulously nice.
its always the case.
the nicest wind comes and i cant enjoy it.
fidelis got whacked by the freaking boom.
need stitches...but that silly girl begged the doc for glue instead.
her poor eye is bruised badly...ouch.


hasnt been a pleasant day.
grace's uncle passed away.
the big shot executive or something from sembcorp.
the only once out of twice i've seen this strong girl cry.
*hugs*

i enjoyed myself today.
chilling out was fun.

valentine's day this year was exceptionally wonderful.
*big big smile*
the day started being GOOD when my ever dear buddy
gave me the shock of my life when i walked out of the lift.
seeing him sitting at the lobby with a nice bouquet of blue roses in blue wrapping.
blue blue blue. just the way i like it.
ya. at 630 in the morning.
when i was heading for school.
talk about lack of sleep dear.
u dun exactly stay near me.
hmm....


felt really happy in school.
den met my eye-candy over lunch.
ooo....another point added to my day.
spent a couple of hours talking to him.
it turned out alot better than i expected it to be.


met my buddy for dinner.
had loads of fun.
thanks dear.


returned home to find someone sending me a bouquet of flowers.
sunflower in fact. nice.
but its just....weird and wrong.
mom flipped.
quarrels exchanged.
it's not like i wanted him to send me flowers.
dont understand why she gotta make it sound like its MY fault.


had a great V-day though.
thanks to all who made it so special.

met edgar grace and mich for a movie yesterday.
the machinist.
a pretty smart movie i must say.
its not easy to produce a movie which has it goes one round.
bumped into bing... he seemed a lil upset. cheer up ok!
and he dyed his hair....which looked a little...off.
Met edwin for a little while before he booked into camp. poor thing.
lounging that huge bag of his which prob weighs more than him.


i loved this week.
chinese new year.
spending time with my buddy.
with my cousins.
everybody.
nice.
din get to meet up with MY own frens though.
my darling bunch of crazy frens.
sigh. that's sad.
i wanna meet my darlings~!!!
aRGh.... i miss those days when i get to see sera and lijie every other day.
i miss those days where we would go to sera's place and go crazy.
sigh sigh sigh.


ben's back~! more company for me.
haha..


tomorrow's valentine's day.
i've got school.
i've got econs test.
hafta go mug.
sucks.
den again...not like it concerns me. haha.

chinese new year's been fantastic this year.
eating all e yummy goodies. gambling and winning big bucks.
playing with my lil niece.
ha...i love my niece... she's just so cute.
i'm so gonna bring her to the funfair.
let's just hope my cousin agrees to it.


i survived school today.
without falling asleep at all.
new year blues.
seriously...couldnt they just let us have one more day or no school.
argh.
one more day of no work. no school.
selfish.

just came back from my final theory.
whee....anybody wanna bet with me that i'll fail it?
i made so many careless mistakes...i could just go kill myself now.
yeah. *bangs head*
come to think of it...why do i even bother taking my license.
i dun wanna drive... i wanna be driven~!
someone to drive me around.
then i could sleep and slack in the car. yeah.
that's life.
that's the way it should be.


its chinese new year eve tmr~!!
i still need to go shopping.
hahah.....rooster year soon.
cock-a-doodle-doo.
rooster year just sounds.....weird.


someone made my day early this morning.
so today had been a pretty -all smile- day.
thank you~!

just remembered i'm taking my advanced theory tmr.
great.
i'm gonna flunk it.
i see it coming already.
hahah..... oh well..i'll just retake it after my A's

itz been one long and tiring week
everybody's falling sick.
edgar had dehydration.
mich had heatstroke.
yulin and jiayi fell sick too.
even my buddy is sick.
i'm not exactly strong either.
vomitted a few times.
suffered from dehydration too.
its a pretty awful feeling man.
get well soon~!


i need a huge dose of water.
buckets and buckets of it.


finally passed someone his gift yesterday.
awkward i must say.
you said you ran out looking for me.
what for dear...
sigh... i dunno what else to say.


stupid ben flew off to france..
for a week!
i'm jealous~!
some pple just get all the luck.
*sulks*
i'm stuck in singapore. under this freaking killer uv-rays

went shopping yesterday
i finally got myself a new skirt.. in baby green.
new shoes.. which looks really girly. very un-me.
hahah..
i love shopping with my buddy...*smiles*


ven's mom got her a $600 bucks diamond ring.
all because she was doing retail therapy.
ven u lucky ass...
$600...
i would buy lotsa clothes man.
not just a ring.
but still....ARGH~!

ahh....
the guy who is singing some i dunno what performance
should just QUIT singing.
out of tune.
out of pitchless.
hey mister...you're tone deaf~!!
and i wanna sleep.
stop it stop it stop it~!!
*bangs my head*

my stomach's hurt.
i feel like vomitting.
in fact i already did.
i'm tired.
dehydrated.
charred.
but it has been a rather nice weekend.
racing.
good and bad races.
fun and not fun times.
oh wellz.


seeing all the "black" faces in school today was really cute.
all the drained and tired bodies.
all the poor lil team mates of mine.
hope u guys recover soon~!!
oh wellz...
met viv and andy for dinner at chomp chomp.
miss them sooooooooo much.

just came back from school
yawns...i just wanna sleep now.
i've gotten darker and redder again.
training was tiring yesterday.
i think i'm tired from training because of the boat pulling and not the sailing.
gosh. all the freaking tyres are flat.
not a single one is in good condition.
seriously...flat tyres and steep soft sand is not a good combi.
where's the new seitechs?!!?


haha....found out something today.
*grinz*

woke up three hours ago.
and i'm feeling tired already.


but i need to start studying? man.


met edwin yesterday.
with the cap on...
so typical of every ns boy out from camp.


training was pretty fun yesterday.
thanks for draggin me into the sea.
ouch.

today seems like the only day so far this year dat i spent with a smile constantly.
i'm just feeling a little tired.
and cold.


first thing i heard this morning.
was the odds of us winning the championships.
as usual the power house VJ already have the champion place reserved for them.
but izzit really that hard to get 2nd?
MJ, TJ, RJ, TP.
we need a good coach. someone like tracey.
a miracle.
i wanna win.
i want it so badly.
do we really have to have weelee as a coach?
where's tracey.

Happy BirTHday bAby~!!


sailing. studying. sleeping.
its only 3 major things to do in my present life.
but i already find it mentally draining.
i wonder how am i gonna pull through the year.


i hate my geog teacher. squarepants.
cant teach for nuts. i'm not being evil or mean here.
but it's just a fact. ask any geog student
*roll eyes*


feel a sense of detachment from all my frens.
it just feels as though...
we are on a diff wavelength already.
i need to move out of my comfort zone.
but i dun wan to. i miss my darlings.


seems like most of my frens been pretty down lately.
not a good start for the year.


hey dear...
dun cry anymore ok?
hurts me to see you upset.
hurts all of us to see you so down.
i know its hard to let go...no one ever said it was easy.
but think it through hard....is it worth holding on to and waiting for?
you know it for yourself. and only you yourself is in control dear.
be strong girl....i'll always be here for you k.
*hugs*


lijie darling...
you too...
dun be so upset. dun be so angsty.
sorry for getting you such a screwed up job.
sorry for not being there for you.
smile more girl...
it'll make your day...i'll make other's day.
its not nice to go round with a sulky face.
no one likes seeing an unhappy you.
i know how it feels when it seems like the whole world is against you.
like every single thing just goes wrong.
but sweetie....dat's life...so dun let it bring you down.
try to face everything with a smile on ya face.
i would love to see a big big smile on ya face.
wadeva it is on ya mind....i hope you sort it out soon.
dun think so much. dun always think so much.
it makes one upset.
when u wanna do something...just get it over and done with.
thinking more and sorting things out more doesnt really help.
in fact it makes u feel worst.
i'll always be a phone call away or sms away.
love you dear....*big big hug*


viv....
sorry for not calling you...but you can always call me ok?
i noe you hate it at work too....
but bear with it larz... there's no such thing as a perfect job.
i'm so sorry i havent been there for you too...
anything. and i mean anything...you can call me.
anytime. beebee loves you.
*smuacks*


jiehui...
slacker~!!!
happy counting your kaching kaching.
hahaha....
i miss seeing you around in school~!!...
that cheeky grin on ya face everytime you see me.
oh yeah.....you've grew a teeny weeny bit chubbier.
but you're still so adorable.~!!!
lurve you~!


buddy~!!
help me take care of those two ok?
hard on you to always having to be the mediator.
dui bu qi.
miss you darling.
it really feels weird to not being able to see you every other day.
i guess i have really taken you for granted for the last 2 years.
sigh. i lurve you too silly boy.


alvyn.
i actually miss your crap and bullshit.
your angsty shit. your mat nonsense.
thanks for being there for me.
JC life would have been quite different without you.
thanks for being part of it.
no doubt you've made a huge impact in my life the last 2 years.
all the best in NS dear... =)

many have been telling me i've changed quite a bit over this few years.
from the compromising sweet girl..
to a short and hot tempered girl.
it seemed to be getting worst as the days goes by.
i just cant seem to be able to control my temper anymore.
is it influence?
or is it just me?
whatever it is.
sorry to all who have to bear with me.

i finally got down to cutting my hair.
after like.....3 years.
wow.
i feel so much at ease now.
but i miss my nice hair colour.
with the brown streaks that graudually ends with a nice tone of golden.
tataz hair.
but hey...i got to keep like the nice part.
hahahaha......
my bundle of hair.
itz looks ridiculous and scary though.
like i'm into voodoo or something. =)


it was a mistake to meet.
i'll just stick to seeing you in my dreams

thought i would be happy,
but it all turned out otherwise.
it was a terrible time.
but i'm still glad it happened.