uni's just starting to look a little better.
seeing a few familar faces do make me feel more homely?
my og mates are pretty great too.


did i mention that the maths lecturer told us that...
there are a handful of maths students a year who had to go for counselling cause they couldnt take the maths syllabus?
very stressful apparently.
f***.
now i'm scared.
maths is my core sub.
which means....i'm in for it for 4 years.
4 freaking long years.
4 freaking i dunno wad crazy modules i read.




someone PLEASE tell me i'm doing it right.




please give me hall 3.
please.

i realized i hadnt been updating for a pretty long time.
oh well...
things been really packed.

i first went on a short and boring trip to genting last week.
came back. barely rest.
and had to head off to my nie orientation camp.
camp was pretty ok. met a couple of fellow SA peeps....
some i liked. and of course some i DUN.
and once again i learn the world was small.
if time allows i'll post pictures up of the camp soon.

not now. i'm really sick
just a 2 night camp was enough to let the bugs invade me and kill me.
fever. cough. flu. dehydration. zzzzz

and the next few days would once again be packed with talks and more bonding activities.
schools starting in about a week plus...
and i've yet to settle hall stuffs...
wish me luck.




to you:
i'm sorry things had to turn out this way yesterday.
for all the times i've disappointed you
i'm really sorry.
i dunno wad else to say.

i hope you do know i love you very much.

i suddenly feel that i'm going into it alone.
and that i would be stuck in the ulu west of singapore all by myself.


just wished that there were more frens going into the same school as i am.
or even staying in hall too.
i also wish i din had to stay back in jc for another year.


den... at least i would have my fellow st nicks fren in NTU too.
i seriously feel very alone this time round.
and i hate being alone.


doesnt help that i'm a rather anti-social person
who takes a very long time to warm up to people.


i'm so gonna move into the emo mood.


friends, PLEASE come and accompany.
i wouldnt mind sleeping on the floor
just to let you have the bed.

i love simple meals like this.
it means so much and taste so darn good. =)

After a looooooonng bus ride to Changi Village.....
had to queue for a loooong time for........


















THIS~!
changi village famous -super long queue- nasi lemak.















After which we had to wait for Ben and Robin to pick us up since Grace and Michelle got a little lost.


And then we spotted....
















STORM CLOUDS.!!! *horrors*
















waiting and calling. waiting and calling....












FINALLY....CSC!! Sailing here we come.



And so....
we started trying our best to remember how to rig up a boat.
a NON power pac boat at that...
omg.

and it was followed by sailing...
under the sorching sun.
to the brewing storm.
riding the waves. - i saw WHITE caps- *scared*
and lastly, the big painful drops of rain.

all kinds of weather,
bringing back all kinds of memory.


had a pathetic mini race with grace.

helms of the day:
grace and andy.

crews of the day:
michelle and me
respectively.

and half way thru the "race"....

i got "dumped" into the sea.
and the helm wanted to abandon the crew.
oh darn it.



oh yesh.... and we got HORNED by a big big cargo ship.
ha.... COOL..



SaiLINg still ROCKS!!

one can never truly understand the joy of sailing till you experience it.
i'm gonna be like grace...
get ALL my frens hooked.


i'll consider joining NTU sailing.
JUST so that i can ____ *winks*




We met up at Chong's place that night.
for a supposely sailing gathering which failed miserably.....












and thus...
mahjong night.



Thank you all for the splendid day...
i wouldnt mind having it many times more.

NOTHING in the world beats sailing....

it would be great if i was able to take photos of us sailing.
but no..... sea water and camera is a no go.
that's unless if i have the olympus one.
oh well.....

details of my sailing saturday will be up later with the aid of pictures.
otherwise it will be too wordy for comfort reading.


to sum it all up.


I LOVE SAILING!!!

more sailing outing please please please.




oh yesh..NTU biz rejected by appeal.
saw it coming.
alright.
a teacher i shall be.
call me Ms Goh...


it doesn't really sound right.
i actually dun like it. =(

ONLY was it this morning that i suddenly realized....





"Where did my burgee go?!!?"






OK.
i seriously cant remember...
i remembered seeing it at home.
but den dat might have been before interschool last year?
ya. ONE YEAR AGO?

did i lend it to someone?
did someone borrow it from me?
i remembered asking someone to take it back from NSC for me.
hmmm....
it's too eye-catching to miss it in my room wad.


ok please let me know if it's with any of you ok?
because that's my darling burgee who have served me well....
yes.

the one with one side orange and one side coloured black.
i ruined it myself. yes i know.



on a much much much happier note.
I'm going SAILING tomorrow!!!


wHhoOoooOOooooooooPie!!!!

grocery shopping was shelved off yesterday.
i was just too tired to prepare dinner from scratch.

so it was just walking to and fro bukit batok central
searching for nice food.
settled for kfc though.

not the best dinner dishes....
but definately the best dinner company.





right now...
i'm waiting for you to call and tell me you pass.
just so that i could immediately take half day
and go find you.

i'm so tired at this moment...
i feel like hiding under the table and sleep.
and it doesnt help that i'm listening to my sister's ipod.
soapy saddy tear inducing korean songs.


my gosh...
zZzzZzzzzz.....



off to the supermarket after work.
my turn to prepare dinner for us.
yawnz........
i figured i might just fall asleep by the stove.



on a more violent note.
i feel like stabbing my boss.

he came up with funny ideas again...
so now i have to re-edit and label about 60 over files.

at this rate it's going...
i'll probably have to work till school starts???
sigh...



anybody needs a job?

fly away.....

i went to swissotel today.
for the SIA air stewardess interview.
after filling up the form
it took me about 15 mins of waiting...
before i stood up and walk out of the waiting room.


2 reasons.

1. i felt out of place.... *i'm seriously still a little girl*
2. i din have time to wait for the 100++ people in front of me.


a fun and relaxing mahjong game was waiting for me at chong's place.







i felt like the luckiest girl in the world on friday.
guess why.

i love my boy.

It's.....



finally..........














HERE~!!!!

when clothes are never enough.....

i so love their dresses....
but they dun carry all in that one and only outlet in singapore.

http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog%5Fname=FOREVER21&category%5Fname=Dresses&product%5Fid=2026501641&Page=2


http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog%5Fname=FOREVER21&category%5Fname=Dresses&product%5Fid=2028678129&Page=3

this is where my good fren jiefang comes into the picture.
right darling?
meet up before you leave ok?



it feels weird that there was no world cup match to watch last night.
withdrawal symptoms.
ha!



abby is very happy this morning
because she has finally reached the
next thousand in her savings account.

however, she foresees herself spending it away soon.
and bring it back down to square one.


wad to do...school is starting soon wad.
and i need more clothes.
if only we still have uniforms for uni....

i wish to wake up every morning.
knowing that wad i'm doing is right.

a part of me just refuse to accept the path i'm going to take.
a part of me just aint feeling right.

i miss my frens.
i dun wanna be there alone.

but it seems that circumstances tells me otherwise.

i ought to be happy that i'm starting a new journey of my life.
ought to is the key word here.

i think i'm just not willing to step out of my comfort zone yet.





a short shopping trip yesterday with vivi and sera.
sigh.... more clothes that i like.
much more clothes that i want.
grrr......oooo......
this is once again where money issues steps in.
* i still dun understand how ben can say that it's ONLY MONEY*

btw, i think i shrank.


to vivi: buy the skirt. buy the skirt~!!! =)


i miss you. hurry finish your course please. =(

Happy Birthday Sera DaRLinG~!!!


on the way up to the office,
a couple of standard chartered bankers were in the same lift,
talking about yesterday's match.


" All they had to do was keep the ball away and i dunno wad the stupid referee was doing."

" Italians are cheats... they cant cook, cant play, argh...i need to box someone, something this morning... They shouldnt have won this way."


He's an Austrialian. Confirm.














To Aust:
I still think you played very well.
I still think you shouldnt have lost.
I still think the BLOODY referee should not have given italy a penalty kick. FAKERS!!
I still think it's unjustified you lost this way.
I wished you could have won.


To Italy:
Bloody Hell......



World Cup aside.
A wonderful and yummy dinner from you last night.
Ahhh..... Bliss.

i found myself cursing and swearing at Ecuador last night.
and rooting for England to just score a freaking goal.
And when Beckham scored...i couldnt help but scream GOAL~!!!!!

World Cup...
i'm finally gradually being drawn into it.



School's starting in a month exact.
But i dun find myself feeling at all happy about it.
I foresee myself hating Uni.



Oh sigh.



Did i mention i have yet to start my BLOODY driving. Oh double sigh.

i'll state that i'm only doing this cause i'm VERY bored in the office, and because my cousin listed me as one of 5 to do this. grrrr...... lucky rite...

ok here goes.

firstly, name 20 people you think of now before answering the questions below
tag 5 person to do this, if he/she done it, there's no need to redo it again..

1. Andy

2. Vivien

3. Sera

4. Lijie

5. Weiwei

6. Wenwen

7. Prisc

8. Jess

9. Xiaofeng

10. Leslie

11. Yeanling

12. Wanting

13. Jiefang

14. Menghui

15. Small Grace

16. Mini Grace

17. Alvyn

18. Michele

19. Patricia

20. Cheryl the sister.

When did you meet 14?
In school. JC classmate
What will you do if you never meet 1 before ?
I would be single now. I would have a soulmate less.
What will you do if 20 and 9 dated?
OMG~!!!!! I WILL BE SUPER DUPER DUPER SHOCKED!!! *andy!...read this part..hahahah*
Did you ever like 19?
Haha...she's my cousin.
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
No. No. NO~!!!!
Describe 3.
She's a guy magnet. and sometimes girls too. My pretty friend.
Do you think 8 is attractive?
Yup... in her own very unique and lovable way.
Tell me something about 7.
She's gonna be the first to get married in our clique. *nods vigourously*
Do you know any of the 12's family member?
Eh.... no.
What's 8 favourite thing?
Shopping. Tanning. Shopping.
What would you do if 11 confess that he/she likes you?
I will laugh my head off. She's perfectly straight ok.
What language does 15 always speak?
English?!!!?
Who is 9 going out with?
No one. Single and available.
How old is 16 now?
18 turning 19.
When is the last time you talk to 13?
10 June 2006.
Who's 2 favourite singer/band?
Wah...i cant remember.... i think WAS Linkin Park.
Would you date 4?
Erm...NO? i dun date girls.
Would you date 7?
I repeat.... i dun date GIRLS.
Is 15 single?
Nope. She's happily attached.
What's 10 last name?
Let me think........OW.... if this is how you spell it.
Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
I REPEAT~!!!!!! I DUN DATE GIRLS....argh.
What school does 3 goes to?
NTU.
Where does 6 live?
Somewhere between sin ming and bishan. a penthouse at marymount dunno wad.
What's your favourite thing about 5?
Her nice hair. and oh so pretty face.... *dreams*
Have you seen 1 naked?
Half naked...Yes.
5 people to do this lame thing:
here comes the tough part.... sorry to all. Yeanling, Wen, Jiefang. Alvyn and.....Small grace.

i believe i can fly...

just a dream.
a pilot i wanna be.
a fighter pilot.




can i replace it to stop myself from feeling even sadder?

it hurts to know it's missing.

but i too know, it aint your fault.

a bright and sunny morning. just nice for the beach.















the dudes and jess's floppy hat....















and the photographer goes snapping away...




























les and xf playing finger guessing game.















me and jess working on our tan.


















and the guys playing their waterpolo.




















my all time fav shot. out to kill man.














yup...all dead and shagged at the end of the day.

Jess's birthday

the birthday girl and her boyfriend.















the group of us who executed her birthday surprise.














at Mos.... les and andy playing some freaking psycho-motor game.
















the guys starting to get a little high.
















me and baby.














me jess and justin.














photo-whoring.....














yupz...notice why xiaofeng hasnt been in most of the group photos?



cause he was gone..... and sleeping. poor boy.