every now and then,
it feels as though i'm all alone.
completing something so idealistic.
feel as though i'm just trying to hard to make things nice
but i'm not being appreciated.

its getting tiring.
i wish i could make everyone happy.
i wish everything could be Perfect with a huge P.

perhaps its just me.
maybe i'm just looking too much into things.
are we drifting away?
feels so.

but then like i said.
it could just be me.

just read yahoo news!
a 6.3 magnitude earthquake just hit indonesia sumatra island.

"The U.S. Geological Survey said the tremor, which had a preliminary magnitude of 6.3, struck around 30 miles from Padang, a city on Sumatra's western coast. It had a depth of about 20 miles."

figured what i felt just now was an earthquake.
but still couldnt wait to check it out.
kept refreshing my yahoo news page.

it might just be some army guys bombing something at the firing range mah.
my hall is just opposite the firing range eh.

coolios. finally got to feel an earthquake.
wheee...
i'm so sorry.
i know the poor people in indo are suffering.
but as a geog student here...
i'm super excited that i felt it!!!!
wah...that adrenaline rush.
ha.

=)

mahjong-ed with my friends last night
in my room from 9pm till 3am.

used the bed as the mahjong table.
man.
backaches and leg aches i tell you.
we're growing old larz.

baby joined us too.
cause he brought my lappie back.
=)

my back is aching.
but ha..it was fun.

and the world fell silent

my room just SHOOK~!!!
man....my heart really stopped for a second there.
was alone in my room using my lappie.
itunes playing.
and suddenly, there was this silent feeling in my ears and everywhere.
my eyes darted around and it felt like the entire room was shaking.

was i dreaming?
checked the bottle on wenjie's table.
and saw the water shaking as well.

scary.

29 February

a day that din exist this year.
our day that din exist this year.

maybe come next year.
we'll treasure this day more.
once every four years.
how interesting.

i love you.

i really just hate it when things are planned and arranged
and people just foiled it all.

it's kinda selfish?
i dunno but i really just dun like it.

gone and back again~!!!

two days back.
my daddy lost his darling motorbike at tampines.
i dun wanna be racist here.
but i really think its done by M.

its chinese NEW YEAR.
and hey. no chinese will do something like that on CNY rite?
its bad luck.
and we who study social studies back in secondary school would know that east is heavily populated with ya... you know who.
esp bedok and tampines.

that's beside the point.

it felt so sad to see daddy so upset.
not with the fact that he just bought the bike not too long ago and the money he lost.
but more like it was his Favourite.
was so tempted to just use all my angpow money and with my sis and bro's
get him a new one.

so glad my prayers were answered this morning.
and his bike was found.
in an alright condition i think.

daddy has gone down to the police station to pick it up i guess.
and probably cleaning it up now.

i'm just a noisy girl.

yes.
i just like to make noise.
maybe cause i expect people to know what i really want.
i'm sorry if i upset you.
but to you, i really dun mean anything i say.
i just like to disturb you. =)


i had a great valentines' day.
of course that's course i have a great company.
it was dinner at sketchers
where the charged me wrongly AGAIN.

then it was a short walk around bugis before grabbing a long bus ride on 61 back.
the boy fell asleep barely 5 minutes after we sat down.
i like to watch him sleep.
spend the entire bus ride sight seeing.
it was nice and peaceful to some extent.

chinatown. jalan bukit merah.
st. theresa's. harbourfront.
former SAJC. queensway.
holland V.

it din matter if i din have any flowers in my hands.
it din matter that he was asleep the whole ride.
i had him next to me.
holding my hand as he slept.
that was all that matters.

i just wished work din tire him so much.





i felt silly and stupid.
i still do.

he offered to buy me ben& jerrys
gave me 10 bucks to buy it from the petrol kiosk.
i went in myself.
searched for the SMALL pint and couldnt find.
so i ended up buying snapple and walls.

den he came in and ask "no ben & jerrys?"
i said no.
he looked over and saw many many LARGE pints.
"so many??" he asked.
but i had already paid for my stuffs.

he later told me in the car...
" i was expecting you buy the large pint, you know"
i replied" but cant finish wad"
" den you share mah. or keep?"
"i gave you 10 bucks for the large pint. that's why i asked you if it was enough"


why did i think of buying the small pint and only the small pint?
*sobs*

the numbers 1 and 6.

Happy Valentine's day one and all.
*smuacks smuacks*

12 hours ago.
i tot my boy was soundly asleep in his comfy little bed
as he was really tired from work.

but at close to 1 am.
when i was cuddling up under my blanket reading my papers
someone came jumping on me.

my first thoughts were,
what the hell was wenjie( my roomie) doing?
why the hell is she jumping onto me.
and i suddenly realized.

WAIT.
she wont do that
and no she aint that heavy.
and since the person's face was covered by my newspapers
and a bouquet of flowers
it TOOK ME AWHILE to figured that...
IT's MY BOY.

1am in the morning.
he surprised me with yet another gorgeous bouquet of 6 roses.
this time in pretty champange.


my boy has a knack for springing surprises on me in the early morning.
not that i'm complaining

i went to bed with a big huge ass smile last night.
it felt really sweet.



YOU should know which 3 words i wanna say....

In the mood for love.

two years ago,
someone scare the daylight out of me, literally,
when i found him waiting under my block with a bouquet of flowers
at 630 am in the morning.
i was on my way to school.

one year ago,
that someone was fulfilling his obligation to the aRMy,
but he still got his friend to get me a bouquet of flowers.

my 3rd valentine's day with you.
time sure flies.


Happy Valentine's Day dear.

i had a craving for hot fudge sundae
and my boy drove to my hall with IT.
but that's on top of bringing my tootie back.
heh.

is he sweet? yes.
love him.


today marks the beginning of my financial plan.
buy-a-present-fund
hope i can save enough by then.

and the stomach rumbles....

it is really nice to study in the night.
the cool wind.
the peaceful surroundings.

that's until i hear my stomach growl...
grr..i get hungry so easily.
and staying up late only makes it worst.

i'm hungry now.
at almost 3.

like what andy always say...
this is NO GO.

ice milo blues AGAIN.

had one of the worst case of stomach ache yesterday.
the symptoms seemed to be more of gastric flu.
terrible terrible pain.
lost of appetite.
puking.

terrible. cramps are so much less painful.
felt so miserable.
legs were feeling soooo weak from the pain.
was at chinatown but could barely enjoy the CNY mood.

but i have to thank my baby boy.
who ever so caringly took care of me.
stomach feels a whole lot better today.
thanks.

i think i shall pack my things before taking a nap.

feeling lazeeee.

Bang bang bang!!

walking back to hall from school
i hear the continuous sound of the rifles shooting.
and i'm actually very amused with the fact that andy is there
at the firing range shooting.
it actually crossed my mind that
perhaps
one of the shot i heard was done by him.
i couldnt help smiling.

i have a wild imagination
and i'm easily amused.
hah... and yes..
i sound darn love sick.

but i really think its so cOOl wad.



heh.

this week did pass faster than i tot it would.
but too..it has been my worst week since school started.
i'm constantly so tired.
frens were commenting how pale i looked this morning.
pale aint a word associated with me...

better take more effort into taking care.
on the bright note. it's e-learning week next week. =)

blogger seems down..
and i cant blog surf.

the weather is great for bed.
maybe me shall be a good girl and sleep early tonight.

wanted to do some work.
but most of my assignment will only be posted online next week.
zzzzz....

had a yummy dinner.
thanks roomie.

the weather's been great.
the sun's blasting as usual.
but it's never humid.
the chilling and howling wind just cools everything.
in fact it's so chilling that i have to wear a sweater to school in the morning.

however,
a wonderful time for the beach.

hit the sandy beaches yesterday.
love it.
the sun was high and sunny.
it wasnt as hot.
it was in fact...pretty cold.

empty beaches.
i only saw 4 people around me for the whole 2 hour plus i was there.
wonderful.
sentosa never looked so peaceful and quiet to me.


hitting the beach after school was a great idea.

You know life is getting sad when its almost 2am
and i'm still sitting here at my desk typing my academic discourse skill reader response.

i love my roomie.
we share almost similar taste in food.
she bought campbell chunky back to hall
just when i was thinking about it just now.
yum.
it is actually such a happy sight that our food rack is all packed.

heh...we'll grow fat. i just know it.

went jogging again just now.
the other we went jogging round the loop round the hall 8-15.
today we conquered the NIE round.
maybe we shall try the Campus round next time.

that's a big ass round.
i'll probably be NOT able to walk the next day.
and lazy me...
i'll probably run halfway and grab a shuttle bus back for the next half.


this is not a good way to go.
i have an 830 class tmr.
and 6 hours sleep is so NOT enough for me.

on a brighter note.
beach tmr with my boy
ooooo...... sentosa.. =)

Just three simple words.

I.

Love.

You........

Happy 2 years darling.

quite like my desktop at this moment.
the cute little icons.
and my organiser at the corner that show my to-do-list
WIDGETS..!!! haha i feel so organised.
let me self-delude for awhile.