i'm dreaming of a white christmas

to spend my christmas in europe..
its just wonderful.


with him...












its a blessing.


p.s. i love the sunset of the alps.

CANT Wait

the luggages are 3/4 packed.
2 huge luggage...
and probably another 2 to bring up to the cabin.
my little girls presents too. gosh
lots of baggage there.


swiss pass settled.
despatch finally got to my house after 4 hours of stipulated time.

collecting my old navy winter goodies tmr.
it made it IN time.
wheeee.... pretty scarves.. =)

money to be changed soon.
PLEASE pray that the exchange rate remains low PLEASE!!!
7000k worth of money to be changed..
even the slightest decimal makes significant differences.

i cant think of any else
now that things are finally more or less settled.
i guess i should put my mind at ease and enjoy the trip.

oh well..
there's still train tickets to worry about.
but that's not till i reach geneva.


meeting the girls at minds tomorrow.
games day!

wad's a trip without planning

suddenly i really wished i never had thought of my fairytale trip when my cousin asked.

but how can anyone say no to gorgeous, photo heaven scenic switzerland.
and a WHITE christmas


sigh.
with all these screwed up planning.
being mostly responsible for it
and alot alot of money involved.

considering that we're all still students
budgeting is darn important and impossible?

sigh.
suddenly wished i never said yes!

seriously...it doesnt make a difference

wearing a life jacket and not.
seriously dun make much of a difference.

i almost drowned once.
and i WAS wearing a life-jacket.

remembered capsizing once during training.
and my sail was on top of me.
my lifejacket got hooked to some part of the boom.
and the boat was overturning.
i was caught in between the boat trying to force me down and me trying to push myself up to the surface.

it was terrible.
trying to find my way out of the sail...
struggled and the life jacket finally got unhooked.
drank loads of water and was choking like mad when i surfaced.



suddenly i realized..
drowning was the worst way to die.
i wonder how he felt....

i just wish we din have to say bye this way...

you'll be fine up there
wont you?

retail thep

a short 2 hour shopping therapy with my prissy dear today.
got home with a new inner beauty.
and shades.

finally found a pair of shades
that fit my bridge-less nose.
happineesssss...

now my boy cant laugh at me.

its closer then i think it is....

sigh.
just realized today that one of the rower is a friend.
not that i knew him really well.
but we did talk and say our hi's and byes.

in fact. he was a classmate of my junior back in JC.
yes. he is that young.

have been following the news of the rowers but yet i did not recognize him.
also perhaps there was lesser coverage on him.
only knew he was 20 and still in NS.
school? cca? all was not reported.
not until today when i read lianhe zao bao.
that i found the picture looking super familar

we arent close at all.
but for a live to be taken away.
at such a young age so suddenly.
a sense of loss no doubt

never knew he was a rower.
apparently he only joined when he was in NS.
that was how good he was huh.
he was such a quiet boy back in SA.


weizheng..
hope you're better on the other side.

cant believe

i'm so bored that i'm actually watching stairway to heaven on channel U

its such a soapy drama-mama korean show
omg.
i dun even know wad i'm doing.


i'll start watching greys soon.
soon. when i can get hold of it.


praying hard for the poor dragon-boaters that are missing.
as a sailor. i can totally understand wad actually happen.
tides. waves. undercurrents. scary.

i had a 5 second scare when andy called me.
we tot it was SAILORS who were training in thailand.
turned out otherwise.
*phew*

but still. please let them be safe.

when its overrr

3 papers in 6 days was no joke.
panic attacks before geog paper and calculus paper..
trying to rush through the 2 papers was nuts.

geog was once again... er.
made me wonder why i studied for it.
i bet the lecturer is gonna get so frustrated with marking my paper
since she din like A level students.
oh well.
i tried my best.
balancing geog and cal wasn't easy.
geog ONE day before cal.


cal wasnt as bad as i tot it would be.
doubt i'll need to repeat the mod.
*phewwwwwWwwwwwwwww*
hopefully i can manage a B for it.
i would a realllllly happy girl man.
B for CAL 2.

*cross my fingers*

since everything came and ended so fast.
a sudden sense of loss now.
=(

no one to play with.
how sad.
waiting for my frens to end their papers.

cant wait for the trip to swiss..paris
grace!
jinpeng!
wheeeee....


blogging is getting really i dunno.
maybe cause i dunno how to vent my frustrations anymore.
feels better to keep everything in.

oh well.

i dun need a third

ARGH ARGH ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tagged by jess

7 random / weird facts about me

1. i cant drink any chocolate-based milk in the morning. i'm bound to visit the toilet if i do.

2. when i listen to music, i dun listen to the lyrics. i prefer IDENTIFYING the instruments.

3. i cant stand it when people touch my nose. i'll sneeze like crazee thereafter.

4. i shower in less than 5 mins. maybe cause i was "trained" to during my sailing days......but i just dun like being under the shower for too long.

5. i LOVE biting and chewing. see what i do to my straws.

6. i kept a bunch of my hair when i cut it my hair in j2. i loved the way the sun bleached my hair golden brown naturally WAD. oh and before that cut, i din cut or even trim my hair for 4 years.

7. my left knee-cap is not capped properly, so yes it hurts if i run too much.

argh

you know you're not focusing when your non-maths fren solved your maths question.
you feel really (&@&#^#*^@(&^!*&^*&@&&^*&)!!!

wad's worst is that you screwed up an entire module that is to YOUR advantage.
and when the lec-tur-er decides comment on every individuals' presentation straight after they finish....

you know it sucks because...
you're the FIRST.
which means you're unable to know wad she's looking for.

i hate it.
not in a very good mood now.

men are from mars, women are from venus.

the title speaks for itself.
nuff said.







i can understand why girls turn les.

just not the same anymore

i kinda hate blogging recently

see no point in ranting or even saying anything.
not that i dun have anything to say
but it seems like suddenly..
everything is just stuck inside.
you just dunno who to turn to, or even what to say.


just found out a dear friend of mine has been really upset over the last couple days.
sobbing her hearts out because of r/s issues.
if it wasnt for my exams.. i wouldnt mind flying over earlier to accompany her.

maybe its cause i feel what she feels.
and its not nice feeling that way...

have you ever felt that the whole world has disappeared and you're just left stranded there alone.
no one to turn to?
i would never wanna feel that way again.
never.







to you darling... *hugs*

first was an awfully bad sore throat that makes swallowing the most painful thing in the world.

a day. many herbal tea and honey water and of course chocolates to make it go away.

now i'm struck with horrible flu and cough.
just about to cough out every internal organs i've.

bless me.

1 more week to algebra quiz
2 more weeks to calculus midterm
3 more weeks to driving test, maths exam

when i'm in this state?
i pretty much cant do much. efficiently.

the week passed fast with my boy's 21st
seriously.
i rememebered last friday going around buying the bbq stuff and collecting the cakes.
and tomorrow is friday!!!
goodness gracious.

you've gotta be kidding me

before i can even breathe, relax and say "Algebra mid test is over"
news of calculus mid test comes along.
mid-test 2 weeks before calculus exam
wth.

darn stress now.
because i'm still figuring out the maze of CAL2.
its nuts.
crazee..
tough.

=(

i sincerely thank my lucky stars

a guy saved my handphone on thursday.
i dropped it on 179.
and i went down the bus and entered the train station before i finally realized i din have my phone with me.

panic attack can.
prayed and figured that people on 179 are mostly students
and hence will be nice enough to return me phone.

managed to find a fren and called my phone.
the guy PICKED UP.
met him at jurong point...
and sigh sigh sigh...
so happy i got it back ok.

thanks lady luck.
you were really by my side man.

i'm such a klutz. I KNOW.

i think you are right.
the long and tedious rides to school is making my bad temper come back.
sigh. i'll be a nicer girl.
promise.

i'll get used to the long mrt rides.
i will

i dun wanna look haggard.
although i know i'm.
i'm simply that tired of it.

our fav pilot.

jp left for london on sat.
boy oh boy will i/we miss him.
sigh.
hurry come back please smart ass.











that night, we were so deprived of mj.
we "flew" to chong's house after sending jp off at 11+
JUST TO PLAY.
win liao rite?
i know.


grace is leaving coming sat.
sigh, you peeps really gotta stop leaving.
can??

i'm feeling lonely already

when money flies....

combined expenditure with the boy today was...

$86 + $20 + $15 + $20 + $75 + $48 + $45 + $35 = er...i cant be bothered to tally
but i know its alot.

because it din even started as a shopping trip.
in fact it still din end up as one.

so why did we still spend so much?
i dun really know.

i only know we're pretty broke now.