it sucks to know that things are more or less planned.
and you're all ready to get a ticket
only to know that someone changed her mind and words.
AGAIN.

i hate it when she does that.
i just feel like i've been cheated all my life.

right now.
i'm just feeling freaking awful.
as though i'm to be blame for everything.

dun cancel the trip please.
just go ahead with it.
i will feel better.

i hope.

seriously.
i'm sorry i'm giving a really black and bad face now.
my mood is terrible.
but just let me be.

i wanna throw it all out.
but it seems that no one truly understands.