the aftermath

its terrible.
i just feel that i've failed myself miserably in my maths exam

i couldnt say i din do well.
i mean. i did attempt all the questions i tot was impossible.
and to know that i actually got a couple right to a certain extent..
i think i should be happy.

but the plain carelessness and how i managed to solve a question
yet.
cancelled it last minute was totally wth.

i'm sad.
i'm very upset. with myself.

2 down in 2 days.
one last paper to go.
my most confident maths module by far.

its a stress i'm gonna n have to put on myself.
i need to pull up my gpa damn it.

if only life wasnt just about grades.
i wish. not when my pay is dependable on my grades. sigh.


i actually wished my roomie was here so i could rant out. =(