The Guy

The guy who loves you,
can't tell you the reason why he loves you.
He only knows that, in his eyes,
you are the only one.

The guy who loves you,
although he always makes you mad,
but whatever he has done is for your own good.

The guy who loves you, seldom praises you.
But in his heart, you are the best.
Only he knows it.

The guy who loves you,
will scold or complain if you didn't reply his messages or answer his calls
because he cares for you.

The guy who loves you , only drops his tears in front of you.
When you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart ,
the heart which beats for you.T

he guy who loves you ,
will remember every word you said ,
even if accidentally.
And he will use the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who loves you,
will not give any promises that easily
because he don't want to break the promise.
He wants you to believe him
and give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

guy who loves you, always tells you not to think too much,
because he has already planned it for you.
He wants to give you the best life in the future.
He wants to give you a surprise,
believing that he can do it.

The guy who loves you,
maybe can't remember those special occasions like anniversaries,
but he does know that, every second he lives,
he's loving you, no matter what day is it.

The guy who loves you,
won't say "I love you" that easily,
because everything he has done for you
already shows that he love you.
He will only say it at the special situations
because he don't want you to misunderstand.
He wants you to know that he really loves you.

The guy who really loves you,
will feel that sometimes certain things only have to say once
because he thought that you might already understand him.
If talk so much,
he will feel that there's nothing you will cherish.

The guy who loves you,
will go to the airport to fetch you
but he won't carry a bunch a rose
and call you darling like what you expect.
He will carry your luggage and ask you
" Why are you becoming that thin within two days?"
with his sincere heart.

The guy who loves you,
will listen quietly to you when you are mad.
When you have finished,
he will say " You still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier."
with a smile.

The guy who loves you,
don't know whether he should call you when you are angry
but he will send a message to you after few hours.
If you ask him why he called that late,
he will say "When you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish.
But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works."

The guy who loves you,
always treat you like a little girl.
But everytime he want to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who loves you,
don't like little toys like teddy bears,
but he will always put the bear you gave him at his bed.

The guy who loves you,
while quarrelling,
he will apologize although you are the one who's wrong.
But later, he will say
" Baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself."

The guy who loves you, seldom say sweet words.
But you know, his kisses have already transfer all his passion to you.

The guy who loves you,
if he can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy so that he will not have any time to think of you.
Because he knew, if he didnt, he will keep on missing you.




now i know....
happy 20.
i love you

11 Sep

hall office sent me an email saying....

You WILL be getting a room mate soon.


28 Sep

Hall office sent me an email again....

You MAYBE getting a room mate soon.



make up your mind~!!!
haha...surprises comes as big shocks at times.

i have a new name...
" teacher jie jie"

how sweet...

somehow...my mind is still playing around with the idea of choosing the primary track or secondary track.
i love kids... so primary IS very tempting.
and secondary school syllabus is no doubt getting HARDER and HARDER
day by day.

i refuse to surrender to this challenge though.



anyway...that aside

went to kusu island yesterday.
on a gorgeous yacht.
andy's uncle almost 700k yacht.

i love the boat.
i love the sea.

going at that speed.
the sea breeze.
the beautiful coastline from west coast to sentosa to kusu.
even though all i saw was ports after ports.
it's a different perspective.
and i love it to bits.

did i mention...
i fell off the boat while trying NOT to be pulled into the water.
so i got more than just getting wet.
yeah. bruises.


thanks dear for coming to pick me up from home in the wee hours of the morning.
i know we were BOTH tired and sleepy.
but you still made the extra effort to come over.
i enjoyed the drive to your place!!
you're the best driver around. heh.
*heart* you

ha. driving along the expressway and roads at 6+ on Sunday morning is wonderful.
No cars. No jam.


i sense that i'm becoming spoilt.
either drive me around please?
or my second option would be the cab.
heh....... where did my love for bus rides go???

i just wanna do well and finish this crap up.


it doesnt seem to be going the way i want to.
sigh.
to those who said that uni life is nothing as compared to JC.
CRAP!~!!!

give me back my JC days.
anytime.
i miss you.


friday at sera's performance was nice.
felt that it was a little chim for me to understand.
but perhaps it was cause i was under strong medication.
my mind wasn't functioning much.

grace darling drove.
supper followed. yummy.
i see little "babies" developing.
company was great.
but i miss my girls.....
if only i had saturday instead.

went home for a short 6 hours today.

went for dinner with daddy and mommy.
sigh.
i miss them...

i actually DO miss them.

cant wait to be home during the weekends.

Critical Perspectives module's presentation was FANTASTIC.
the class loved it...and so did i~!!

the weeks of preparation.
the early morning today.

thanks adeline, naz, simin and jeslyn.
couldnt have done it without you guys!!


hope we all aced it.


ON 3 NTM now.... go figure.

it just rained...
and i'm feeling really emo tonight.

i guess its the whole idea of when i'm FINALLY feeling more settled in hall.
this whole having the entire room to myself idea.
enjoying every moment of silence.

it might be lonely at times.
but i'm loving it.


the news of me having a new roomie soon....
is not a least bit making me happy.
in any way.

i dun want a roomie.
i wanna be alone.
i like being alone.

please roomie....
i actually really dun want you to come.
i'm sorry.


what if she stinks?
what if she is damn messy?
what if she snores?
what if i dun like her?
what if she's damn irritating?
sigh...

i dunno want a roomie.
i miss home.
i miss you.
i miss my mommy, my daddy, my sista...and my brother.
i miss you you you.



it's a sad night okay.

i'm getting.........


A ROOMIE soon....


eeks...i dunno to be sad or happy.

mummy's gonna cook something nice for dinner tmr.
supposedly for me.

sigh. that's till i told her i'm going back to school in the morning
and wouldnt be coming home.


sigh. sometimes.
i do hate hall life.

school IS getting more and more tiring.

i need a breather.

my boy had been really sweet.
trying to make things easier for me.
offering to pick me up from school whenever he could.

i cant wait for the time you enter NTU.


i'm gonna fail the maths test i took on friday.
and why am i not surprised.
maths is draining..... very very draining.
i wouldnt be surprised if one day i suffer a mental breakdown.
now i know wad the dean meant by "ENJOY MATHS"


i'm doubly sad as my laptop cant seem to be able to access YAHOO GAMES.
i dunno why.
can someone please enlighten and save this COM IDIOT here?
i wanna play my Text Twist and Word Mojo.
I WANT I WANT.

but everytime i click on the game.
the entire window closes???

sigh oh sigh. help help.

life has its ways of playing jokes on us.

we should just live life the way it's planned out for us.
simple.
dun think too deeply.


i'm apprehensive.
*laughs*

i sometimes dunno wad the hell is up with me.
i'm just venting my anger on people who dun deserve it.
i'm sorry.
i'm really sorry.

give me time to find myself back.
school IS tiring me out.
maybe its just the long months of not schooling since after exams.
too big a transition.

project after projects.
group work after group work.
gave me a strong realization that....
i actually dun really like working with others.


it's quite amazing how many different ages there are in my classes.
people from 27 with kids. to people barely turned 19.
how different people thinks.
how different people act and react.
how different people carry themselves.

i sat down and looked around.
realized that there are people i do admire.
and people i just hate to the core.

did i mention people i dun like....are usually people i have to cross my path with?
sigh oh sigh.



my baby boy drove me back to hall last night.
after hours of MJ.
i love to be driven....
i'm a pampered child man.

every girl wants to feel like a princess...
i'm no different.


5 days till its down....

today is union day...
i dunno wad the hell is union day all about.
but no lessons from 10am-2pm sounds good.

ha....but i only have 2 hours of lessons on thurs which starts at 930.

so 1030 and i was on my way back home.
i miss my home. so glad to be back.
even if it's only for a couple of hours.

shall make a 2 hour trip back to hall later.


got done with printing my entire notes for my calculus module.
i hate maths.
sigh. i do i do.



viv...thanks for yesterday.
i love you.

i think i'm going blind.

my left eye hurts bad when i rub it.
it feels like there's a big huge pimple in the INSIDE.
or like there's a bad bad bruise.

wadeva it is....
it's just PAINFUL~!!!!



last evening...
we had NTUYC main com meeting.
yours truly is doing publicity...
which i think is gonna be sooooo FUN.

tee-shirt designing.
poster designing.
flyers.
publicity.

gonna help michele dear who's the biz management
with liasing for sponsers.... - which i DUN THINK we can find-
but sounds interesting anyway.

so anyway....
the sailing main comm....
is made up of...... 20 people...
out of which.....
10 are formally....



SAJC SAILORS~!!!!!

hahah..... talk about dominating..

went for supper with ben and mich after at hall 2.
and there we started meeting frens and realized...
eh..... i know your fren.
eh i know him too...
eh eh EH~!!!!!

yesterday,
my boy cooked me carrot and potato soup.
all i can say is THANK YOU THANK YOU dear.

it probably wasnt the BEST soup i've ever drank.
but hey....
he prepared it from scratch ok.
how often do people get treatment like that....

i feel so pampered and blissful.
i love my boy.



the day before...
the girls came over to my hall......
and it was hilarious.

"taken from lijie's blog"

1. wei wei knows how to play bridge,
just don't get her to be your partneryou will die
because she will trumph your card
and happily go "yayy!" with the cutesy handsign
then ask why everybody is laughing at her
and she did it more than once to me
if you were her opponent,
then it would really quite funny to watch

2. vivien can't play tai tee
she thinks she can put down 5.6.7 as a set
then proceed to ask me why
we were laughing and frothing at the mouth..


my girls are funny.

i realized i havent been updating my blog.

but do spare me as my laptop has yet to arrive and
staying in hall gives me no access to internet.


hall life's been ok.
i guess.
i'm just really tired at this moment cause i studied till 3 last night.
talk about crazy.

but being alone in that quiet room gets quite lonely
and hence all i wanna do is bury myself in books.
which is good.
cause f***ing maths is killing me.

oh sigh.

tired and stoned are the only 2 words in my mind now.
the daily wakes at 530am.
the 2 hours ++ bus rides to boonlay.
and the 2 hours rides back home is starting to drain the crap out of me.

i cant wait to move into hall now.
i'm sooooo jaded.
the long 3-5 hours of breaks in btw lessons are killing me too.

my gosh.
it's only week one ok.


my room is more or less done up.
alittle more shifting and deco would be nice.
interested parties just call me ok?
i would very much love your piece of artwork.


i dun think i've a roomie.
so i'm only taking the right side of the room.
how sad.
-sings- lonely~ i'm so lonely~ i've nobody~ all on my Oooown....

i'm feeling pretty broke too.
cause i've been paying every single shit i can think of paying since school started.
name it.
laptop.
hostel deposit.
thumb drive.
fees.
hall deco and stuff.
every pieces of shit...
my gosh...
my MOOOOooooLAHs????


i love my boy.
for bringing down ALL my things for hall.
for cleaning up my ENTIRE room when i was having my 2 hour lesson.
for the photoframe he made effort for.
for driving me home.
i cant thank you any more.



p.s: i miss you my girls. i'm sorry i missed our nights out.

I'VE BEEN TAGGED!

tagged by my cousin AGAIN~!!

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

INSTRUCTIONS:

1. Do the following without complaining.

2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours.

3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say that he/she has been tagged.

4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

FAVOURITES

-color: blue.

-food: chocolates

-song: " i think i love you"

-drink: green tea

-sport: sailing

-show: CSI

CURRENT

-mood: depress.

-figure: better than last time. =)

-clothes: sleeping tee and school shorts.

-desktop image: a beautiful picture of venice.

-time: midnight.

-tv program: i'm in front of the com. NO tv.

-best friend: i dun have a BEST fren. just many GOOD ones

-crush: nobody.

-lie: i'm not tired.

-kiss: guess who?

-breakup: i dun intend to.

-cry: just the other day.

JUST

-ate: porridge from chinatown.

-drink: water

-challenge myself: to make things right.

-catch: er... i dunno?

-watch: some funny video on youtube.

-finished: showering, eating, talking to my frens

HAVE YOU EVER

-dated one of your best friends: i dun have BEST frens.

-been yelled at: DUH

-been on tv: YA. dun remind me. *puke*

-embarrassed yourself in public: all the time.

-sing infront of others: yesh. and i dun like it.

-been slapped: yes.

THINGS

-4 things you did today: mop the floor. sweep the floor. msn. sms.

-4 sounds you can hear right now: my boy's voice, the fan, msn beep beep and the wind blowing.

The Chosen Five to do this!

if you're bored. just do it.

i'm not gonna target anyone.

it's always the case whereby you want something so much but you'll never get it.
i call it karma.

and so....
no Hall 3 for me.
Hall 14 is given instead.

oh well....
i really would like to appeal for a change to the prettier hall 3
but i guess it's a little too tedious and cumbersome,
given the limited amout of time i have left due to my pretty late application.


oh well.
i guess i'll just have to settle for Hall 14 first and
hope to move out to Hall 3 come the next sem.
hope is the word now.



moving time. coming soon.

it hurts so much that so that pain doesnt feel the same anymore.


i've changed.
or maybe its just the both of us that have.

i wish to correct the mistakes i've done.
i used to be the girl that always made you smile.
i'm no longer the one to now.

i'm sorry you're angry with me 24/7.
maybe it's just that you cant stand me anymore.
i'm sorry that you have to think of me this way.
and i really dunno why.


maybe you're right. maybe.
love hurts. i hate it when love hurts.